Satansdisciple666
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Hello brothers and sisters of father satan. Over 10 years ago around 2008 I was diagnosed schizophrenic for my satanic beliefs, I’m embarrassed to admit this happened to me.. I did not know any better and shared my satanic beliefs with my parents who didn’t understand at the time, I was really fit and healthy and working at a gym I only was 18 years old. I dedicated to Satan in 2008 and I did the 40 day spiritual warfare program, did rituals often and curses against the enemy. My parents found out that I was practicing Satanism. My parents were indoctrinated about satanism being evil.. I opened my hearing chakras and have been able to communicate with the gods (now more clearly than ever), they asked me if I was hearing voices and I sadly admitted that I could communicate with the gods, satan warns not to mention his name because you don’t know what those without might do. I paid for revealing things about satan to my parents who I thought I could trust who would understand at the time and they took me to a mental health doctor, the doctor interrogated me in front of my parents and told him I worship the devil and believe in Hitler and about my anti Semitic beliefs. And put me on medication... I tried to continue to live a normal life working at the gym doing meditations, then I got attacked by the enemy and my parents got divorced and my dad lost the house. I was able to get off medication for a number of years and I was fine up until in 2018 I made a post on Facebook (I shouldn’t of been on Facebook.) which I was sent to the mental ward for which shouldn’t have had to happen and they said I was having paranoid delusions and they put me back on medication. I was talking to someone I went camping with a number of years ago who was Probablly Christian and knew about my diagnosis I posted a music video I was in for my friends band at the time, which I should have considered at the time not To get involved in because it was a black metal music video. I was on a community treatment order for a couple years where I would have been apprehended if I didn’t cooperate and do the schizo program and take my medication.. I live in Canada I might be moving to the states most likely Arizona. I’m not on a community treatment order anymore for cooperation, they ask me if I’m having paranoid delusions or hearing voices and I deny it every time I see the psyche doctor. My medication is also an anti depressant, I’m not depressed I don’t need it for depression. I’m on a minimal dose of this medication.. does America have a better private healthcare system that I can be safer with as I don’t see how I can get off medication without legal concern of being under this schizo label. I know there are politics involved. I’m trying to live a normal life. My medication makes me really drowsy... I’m trying to be strong for Satan and doing RTR’s and rituals. Is there any specific magical workings I can do to help get me out of this situation and possibly get off medication? I don’t think medication is doing me any good. I read that post on here about the “thought police” and that’s exactly what it is in my situation..., I have been holding back from telling the jos community about this. I’m under the stereotype label of schizophrenia, people know what to think about people with mental health problems. I’d prefer to put this in the past and get on with my life but the doctor had a binder on me and said I probably have to be on medication for the rest of my life... I see this as an attack from the enemy. I want to be worthy to Satan I know he understands. I will continue doing RTR’s and rituals for protection.any feedback/support is greatly appreciated. Thanks. Hail Satan!