shubhamrane666
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I have never been in relationship with a girl. I am a straight guy. In all these years, education kept me really busy. And I too always wanted to have a girlfriend/wife but didn't try enough for that and was not motivated much by an inner drive to go out and try as well. I always lookout at having serious relationship. In the past year I meditated properly, consistently and I never could motivate myself to get a GF. I honesty thought of registering myself in a marriage beaureau where I can find astrologically compatible girl who is Hindu. I really don't like that kind of marriage and think it to be like prostitution because marriage happens by financial condition, property ownership and such materialistic factors with astrology to ensure compatibility. And again, I don't want to hide me being a ss from my potential partner. Astrologically as per Nadi astrology, I am supposed to be married in 3-4 yr from now. Nadi astrology is accurate and I had seen it coming true as a small kid for my relative. I am planning to get HP hooded cobra's and Lydia's readings after I get more money. I know that astrological things can be manipulated like what Lydia and HP Maxine spoke about using energies to avoid death.
How do I motivate myself to do love workings and venus square? I seem to have this feeling of attracting wrong girl and having failed relationship especially if girl isn't a SS or I dont know much about them. I always have this subconscious thought about girl leaving me if she knows I am a SS or converting me ideologically and make me passive. In worst case I could end up in girl making it public about my beliefs, divorce and extortion thanks to shitty Indian laws. I have a few girls in mind and one of them knows i am a SS and is quiet and spiritual. The ss girl knows I am a ss too. Should I ask out the ss girl directly? Am I allowed to do a love working on her? Should i do love working and Venus square together? The love working on joy of satan website speaks about only 1 partner, is there an alternative for that so that I can work towards more than 1 partner? How can i do ritual/affirmation and raising energy to attract someone of my own race? I am really worried about finding correct partner as I have already made a choice which is not the best in my education major and I can not change it(I see myself like Leonardo Da Vinci. I am good at many things and so made a wrong decision). I am confused as whole about relationship and whome to choose and would they be best or would the SS girl even accept my proposal for relationship. I dont want to get into wrong decision in my relationship.
How do I motivate myself to do love workings and venus square? I seem to have this feeling of attracting wrong girl and having failed relationship especially if girl isn't a SS or I dont know much about them. I always have this subconscious thought about girl leaving me if she knows I am a SS or converting me ideologically and make me passive. In worst case I could end up in girl making it public about my beliefs, divorce and extortion thanks to shitty Indian laws. I have a few girls in mind and one of them knows i am a SS and is quiet and spiritual. The ss girl knows I am a ss too. Should I ask out the ss girl directly? Am I allowed to do a love working on her? Should i do love working and Venus square together? The love working on joy of satan website speaks about only 1 partner, is there an alternative for that so that I can work towards more than 1 partner? How can i do ritual/affirmation and raising energy to attract someone of my own race? I am really worried about finding correct partner as I have already made a choice which is not the best in my education major and I can not change it(I see myself like Leonardo Da Vinci. I am good at many things and so made a wrong decision). I am confused as whole about relationship and whome to choose and would they be best or would the SS girl even accept my proposal for relationship. I dont want to get into wrong decision in my relationship.