I'm not a satanist. I used to dabble in it as a kid and used to frequent the Jos website and Yahoo forums. But I'm a young adult now and not involved in that anymore. When I was young I did it to rebel and because I thought it was cool. I never even really heard of or knew who Malphas was. But I keep running into, posts about him, mention of his name online, etc. I looked him up on jos to see if he was a real demon. I at first misspelled his name but came upon him. At first I thought it was spelled malphos or something similar to that I've forgotten now. But anyway. Ever since then I keep thinking of him I'm still not sure who he is or much about him. And I truly don't know why I keep feeling a, need to find out. And strong feeling of being drawn in.
I'm a little afraid. Please don't be mad at me about my ignorance but I'm not a satanist so this is weird and different and I'm a bit unsure. This is why I'm posting. I don't know what to do? .. You guys are Satanists so any advice will be appreciated .
I'm a little afraid. Please don't be mad at me about my ignorance but I'm not a satanist so this is weird and different and I'm a bit unsure. This is why I'm posting. I don't know what to do? .. You guys are Satanists so any advice will be appreciated .