beareroflightandtrth83 said:

I decided to write something else other than the posts that is frequently mentioned in the forums these days. Continuing on my power meditations and just being made aware.

I must admit, even as a kid, there was things I was strongly drawn to. One of the things I was drawn to was of course Dragons, and knights as well as royalty. I ALWAYS felt it was wrong to "slay the dragon" rather than working with it. I remember a long time ago of doing a past life regression. I was a warrior (or perhaps a knight?) , I recall on a stormy day of fighting against something. I always felt like it was my future calling as well. But as a kid I had an imaginary "Friend" that was a lion (a solar symbol).

But that is not what I want to emphasize, when I was growing up I had an usual belief I was supposed to be of a royal stock, but in this life I kept encountering so many obstacles in my way. I am aware though sometimes people want to be someone important in a past life But all these things I summed up to something.

Solar race from the hyperborean realm? Olympian? That clearly says I have a GD and probably other other ascended beings that could be my ancestors. I always had a strength, stubborn as hell as well as headstrong (according to my astrology chart),a lot of fire and air element, more fire than air.

I done a lot of work on numbers, on myself. I recall also dreaming of 441 the year that st. Patrick murdered druids and this was the time I was involved Morrighan (still unsure if she is my primary GD). Then I would keep getting a series of dreams of her. I been through a lot of crap in my lifetime. When I look at my life now, compared to that when I was a kid. I know we as SS have enemies. I know this first hand because my mother shared a story about a few months before getting pregnant with me, she saw a ufo at a family reunion. Maybe this was an attack to keep a former life SS from being born? And then ironically born on mother's day, my mom had complications, I was a sickly near-death baby and my mom was fainting, due to stress and attempted suicide. I was suppose to be born-male, I have the male chromosomes unfortunately a cycle didn't complete for me to be born full male but biologically as a I got older I started to display male traits like height, bone structure and my brain is literally is "male." With that kind of complication, my soul is male. Unfortunately that is hard for people to swallow, I am not even sure the term "transsexual" even applies to me anyway because I just tell people I am a dude. End-of-story. My condition isn't just psychological it is biological. My point I am making my soul is male and because we reincarnate as the same gender. Then you know the complicated nature I face.

Anyway as far as past life concerned, I am aware that during the "golden age" when humans were gods. I could have swore I was of that in a past life, and for some reason I fell, spiritually degenerated aka attacked which currently at the moment I am working on regenerating via work. If I had to guess where it came from, I know it was during the Mabonign and Arthurian cycle when the attacks started to happen and we fell into the "silver, bronze and then iron age".

As I say, I have an old soul, young and merry at heart, and crazy as fuck. Crazy in a good fun goofy way. Ha...

Not having a sense of humor would suck that is for sure.

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retrograde said:

beareroflightandtrth83 said:

I decided to write something else other than the posts that is frequently mentioned in the forums these days. Continuing on my power meditations and just being made aware.

I must admit, even as a kid, there was things I was strongly drawn to. One of the things I was drawn to was of course Dragons, and knights as well as royalty. I ALWAYS felt it was wrong to "slay the dragon" rather than working with it. I remember a long time ago of doing a past life regression. I was a warrior (or perhaps a knight?) , I recall on a stormy day of fighting against something. I always felt like it was my future calling as well. But as a kid I had an imaginary "Friend" that was a lion (a solar symbol).

But that is not what I want to emphasize, when I was growing up I had an usual belief I was supposed to be of a royal stock, but in this life I kept encountering so many obstacles in my way. I am aware though sometimes people want to be someone important in a past life But all these things I summed up to something.

Solar race from the hyperborean realm? Olympian? That clearly says I have a GD and probably other other ascended beings that could be my ancestors. I always had a strength, stubborn as hell as well as headstrong (according to my astrology chart),a lot of fire and air element, more fire than air.

I done a lot of work on numbers, on myself. I recall also dreaming of 441 the year that st. Patrick murdered druids and this was the time I was involved Morrighan (still unsure if she is my primary GD). Then I would keep getting a series of dreams of her. I been through a lot of crap in my lifetime. When I look at my life now, compared to that when I was a kid. I know we as SS have enemies. I know this first hand because my mother shared a story about a few months before getting pregnant with me, she saw a ufo at a family reunion. Maybe this was an attack to keep a former life SS from being born? And then ironically born on mother's day, my mom had complications, I was a sickly near-death baby and my mom was fainting, due to stress and attempted suicide. I was suppose to be born-male, I have the male chromosomes unfortunately a cycle didn't complete for me to be born full male but biologically as a I got older I started to display male traits like height, bone structure and my brain is literally is "male." With that kind of complication, my soul is male. Unfortunately that is hard for people to swallow, I am not even sure the term "transsexual" even applies to me anyway because I just tell people I am a dude. End-of-story. My condition isn't just psychological it is biological. My point I am making my soul is male and because we reincarnate as the same gender. Then you know the complicated nature I face.

Anyway as far as past life concerned, I am aware that during the "golden age" when humans were gods. I could have swore I was of that in a past life, and for some reason I fell, spiritually degenerated aka attacked which currently at the moment I am working on regenerating via work. If I had to guess where it came from, I know it was during the Mabonign and Arthurian cycle when the attacks started to happen and we fell into the "silver, bronze and then iron age".

As I say, I have an old soul, young and merry at heart, and crazy as fuck. Crazy in a good fun goofy way. Ha...

Not having a sense of humor would suck that is for sure.

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It's certainly possible to reincarnate as the opposite gender. Under vaguely what circumstances, we could all generalize it has to do with the energy you manifest in this lifetime. I hope your situation with this doesn't prevent you from being happy. I've been learning lately that it makes no sense to worry about what I don't have, and instead the only thing that does make sense is to fully seat myself in what I do have and use and explore that to my best ability in this lifetime. Sorry if you already know this. I'm not familiar with some of the terminology you used so I don't have much else to say, but it sounds like you know what you're doing.

Be well.

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retrograde said:

beareroflightandtrth83 said:

I decided to write something else other than the posts that is frequently mentioned in the forums these days. Continuing on my power meditations and just being made aware.

I must admit, even as a kid, there was things I was strongly drawn to. One of the things I was drawn to was of course Dragons, and knights as well as royalty. I ALWAYS felt it was wrong to "slay the dragon" rather than working with it. I remember a long time ago of doing a past life regression. I was a warrior (or perhaps a knight?) , I recall on a stormy day of fighting against something. I always felt like it was my future calling as well. But as a kid I had an imaginary "Friend" that was a lion (a solar symbol).

But that is not what I want to emphasize, when I was growing up I had an usual belief I was supposed to be of a royal stock, but in this life I kept encountering so many obstacles in my way. I am aware though sometimes people want to be someone important in a past life But all these things I summed up to something.

Solar race from the hyperborean realm? Olympian? That clearly says I have a GD and probably other other ascended beings that could be my ancestors. I always had a strength, stubborn as hell as well as headstrong (according to my astrology chart),a lot of fire and air element, more fire than air.

I done a lot of work on numbers, on myself. I recall also dreaming of 441 the year that st. Patrick murdered druids and this was the time I was involved Morrighan (still unsure if she is my primary GD). Then I would keep getting a series of dreams of her. I been through a lot of crap in my lifetime. When I look at my life now, compared to that when I was a kid. I know we as SS have enemies. I know this first hand because my mother shared a story about a few months before getting pregnant with me, she saw a ufo at a family reunion. Maybe this was an attack to keep a former life SS from being born? And then ironically born on mother's day, my mom had complications, I was a sickly near-death baby and my mom was fainting, due to stress and attempted suicide. I was suppose to be born-male, I have the male chromosomes unfortunately a cycle didn't complete for me to be born full male but biologically as a I got older I started to display male traits like height, bone structure and my brain is literally is "male." With that kind of complication, my soul is male. Unfortunately that is hard for people to swallow, I am not even sure the term "transsexual" even applies to me anyway because I just tell people I am a dude. End-of-story. My condition isn't just psychological it is biological. My point I am making my soul is male and because we reincarnate as the same gender. Then you know the complicated nature I face.

Anyway as far as past life concerned, I am aware that during the "golden age" when humans were gods. I could have swore I was of that in a past life, and for some reason I fell, spiritually degenerated aka attacked which currently at the moment I am working on regenerating via work. If I had to guess where it came from, I know it was during the Mabonign and Arthurian cycle when the attacks started to happen and we fell into the "silver, bronze and then iron age".

As I say, I have an old soul, young and merry at heart, and crazy as fuck. Crazy in a good fun goofy way. Ha...

Not having a sense of humor would suck that is for sure.

Click to expand...

It's certainly possible to reincarnate as the opposite gender. Under vaguely what circumstances, we could all generalize it has to do with the energy you manifest in this lifetime. I hope your situation with this doesn't prevent you from being happy. I've been learning lately that it makes no sense to worry about what I don't have, and instead the only thing that does make sense is to fully seat myself in what I do have and use and explore that to my best ability in this lifetime. Sorry if you already know this. I'm not familiar with some of the terminology you used so I don't have much else to say, but it sounds like you know what you're doing.

Be well.

Click to expand...

beareroflightandtrth83 said:

I decided to write something else other than the posts that is frequently mentioned in the forums these days. Continuing on my power meditations and just being made aware.

I must admit, even as a kid, there was things I was strongly drawn to. One of the things I was drawn to was of course Dragons, and knights as well as royalty. I ALWAYS felt it was wrong to "slay the dragon" rather than working with it. I remember a long time ago of doing a past life regression. I was a warrior (or perhaps a knight?) , I recall on a stormy day of fighting against something. I always felt like it was my future calling as well. But as a kid I had an imaginary "Friend" that was a lion (a solar symbol).

But that is not what I want to emphasize, when I was growing up I had an usual belief I was supposed to be of a royal stock, but in this life I kept encountering so many obstacles in my way. I am aware though sometimes people want to be someone important in a past life But all these things I summed up to something.

Solar race from the hyperborean realm? Olympian? That clearly says I have a GD and probably other other ascended beings that could be my ancestors. I always had a strength, stubborn as hell as well as headstrong (according to my astrology chart),a lot of fire and air element, more fire than air.

I done a lot of work on numbers, on myself. I recall also dreaming of 441 the year that st. Patrick murdered druids and this was the time I was involved Morrighan (still unsure if she is my primary GD). Then I would keep getting a series of dreams of her. I been through a lot of crap in my lifetime. When I look at my life now, compared to that when I was a kid. I know we as SS have enemies. I know this first hand because my mother shared a story about a few months before getting pregnant with me, she saw a ufo at a family reunion. Maybe this was an attack to keep a former life SS from being born? And then ironically born on mother's day, my mom had complications, I was a sickly near-death baby and my mom was fainting, due to stress and attempted suicide. I was suppose to be born-male, I have the male chromosomes unfortunately a cycle didn't complete for me to be born full male but biologically as a I got older I started to display male traits like height, bone structure and my brain is literally is "male." With that kind of complication, my soul is male. Unfortunately that is hard for people to swallow, I am not even sure the term "transsexual" even applies to me anyway because I just tell people I am a dude. End-of-story. My condition isn't just psychological it is biological. My point I am making my soul is male and because we reincarnate as the same gender. Then you know the complicated nature I face.

Anyway as far as past life concerned, I am aware that during the "golden age" when humans were gods. I could have swore I was of that in a past life, and for some reason I fell, spiritually degenerated aka attacked which currently at the moment I am working on regenerating via work. If I had to guess where it came from, I know it was during the Mabonign and Arthurian cycle when the attacks started to happen and we fell into the "silver, bronze and then iron age".

As I say, I have an old soul, young and merry at heart, and crazy as fuck. Crazy in a good fun goofy way. Ha...

Not having a sense of humor would suck that is for sure.

Click to expand...