TeonX said:
I feel like it made me depressive and gave me a bad view of my entire life. I get very uncomfortable thoughts all the time and feel like I fucked up my life.
I think it isn't the onyl reason for my depression but how bad is MDMA (Ecstasy) and how can I reverse it?
Well why did you drugs in the first place? Of course you now regret it. What did you expect?
Or better: Why did you drugs without doing research about what substances you were intoxicating your own body with, and their effects?
Feels like a very reckless action to me tbh. As HP said, you could prevent it getting worse by not doing it again. Next time just mind taking care of your yourself, treat your body and your soul in a respectful manner. Think before doing something stupid, or anything in general. Using your mind for thinking is totally free.
Oy vey, if only I could charge Gentiles for every thought they make... But hey, guess who is behind drugs business, who profits whenever someone take any drug?