Shittu Ur
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- Nov 22, 2019
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So Paimon and I were talking and I consulted him on the idea that I wanted to give a little insight and encouragement for those whom, like I once did, come to us bearing substance abuse/dependence issues, and he agreed quite enthusiastically that this was a good idea. I am not afraid to admit and take responsibility for my mistakes, and I want to use what I've learned to help others.
Now, I'm no master Satanist, but I've been sailing this spiritual Satanist boat for a few years now, and I am devoted to the destruction of the enemy, "Wake-up Slapping" (conferring the truth to those who are open to it), and the advancement of humanity, including myself. I have well placed faith and confidence in our gods and our cause. I don't parade the words "They're already doomed" for no reason. I truly believe we've got this "on lock".
It is perfectly fine to, within reason, recreationaly indulge in cannabis use when relaxing or during celebrations, oral consumption being the suggested method of doing so as you aren't damaging your lungs which are kinda important for what we do as I'm sure you know, just as it is perfectly acceptable and common to indulge in a bit of alcohol during celebrations and merriment, so long as you don't drink like a fish and end the night hugging the toilet or, you know, swimming in your booze soaked regurgitated lunch on your bathroom floor. That's when it's considered harmful, excessive use, as relying on cannabis for emotional stability can be counter productive to cultivating self control and rational thought. One must always rely on themselves and never rely on a substance for their advancements of all forms as the HPs say, especially psychedelics, LSD for example which severely warps the mind, and central nervous system stimulants like phenethylamenes(ex. Cocaine or Ritalin) and amphetamines(ex. Meth or Adderall), as they damage your mind and aura, as well as brain tissue and functionality. Methamphetamine, for example, will corrupt you inside and out, open your soul up to evil forces, essentially it is the equivalent of calling out to the enemy to beg for infiltration, and causes brain deformities and sexual perversions. It's pretty much the worst of the worst. Morphine and it's sisters will rip massive ragged holes in your protective aura, and I mean gaping wounds for the enemy to infect with all sorts of nasty shit, and will greatly corrode your emotional control and throw you into turmoil. Bezodiazepines are extremely dangerous as they are tranquilizers. They are designed to disarm you from enemy attacks and make you suggestive to their influences, a trait which it shares with the opium family. They can also greatly corrode self control in a very similar manner, and dependence on them is extremely dangerous, many times fatal. I'm sure I don't need to confer to anyone that abusing cough medicine is literally one of the stupidest forms of straight up self harm out there, well, it literally destroys your IQ and brain cells, and violently warps the mind. I don't support the use of psilocybin(magic mushrooms), as again, this forcefully abuses the mind and causes brain damage. My neighbor will spend weeks on end eating psilocybin mushrooms and summoning Angels, he has gone absolutely insane. You can access such beautiful natural highs simply through power meditation, as well as completely obliterate your hangups through the same, kill them from the source rather than just suppressing them with chemical substances or getting stoned on cannabis all day or drinking like a fish. A cure for the issue rather than a treatment for the symptom. Heavy psychoactive drugs are completely unnecessary and counter productive to our cause, to the survival of your entire race. Also, don't smoke DMT. Just Don't, you can fuck up your astral perceptions like that. DMT flow is something you initiate yourself into with far more control naturally through meditation, it's something you do NOT want to force upon your brain, you could very well succumb to various forms of insanity that way. Your suffering has a cure, you just have to actually WANT to be cured!
The only reason we are even prone to this kind of trap is because we want to escape these issues that years of Jewish spiritual and social abuse have inflicted upon us, these hang ups that their infectious brain cancer programs have implanted in us, these perversions that seem like they're being planted in our heads from an external source. Well, I'm here to tell you there IS a permanent way out of this suffering just waiting for you to unlock it, it's a bit of a metaphorical walk, but the destination is well worth the trudge. And once you finally kill your personal monsters (such as addiction), I can attest there is no feeling more satisfying than the feeling of finally being free of an aggressive hangup, of anything holding you from your goal. Well, maybe completing the Magnum Opus, but I've no experience with that working yet, only some vague understanding of it's mechanics that I will need to study more before truly understanding, and more preparation on top of that to even consider beginning the working. As should you, but focus on cleaning up your soul; unblocking and aligning your chakras, purifying your aura, clearing out your Nadis, learning self control ect.
When I finally broke free of my morphine dependence, Vril flooded my body, hot and electrifying, a feeling I had only had a taste of before became a daily experience, one that made me feel I could take on the world, a sentiment that just keeps getting stronger in me with every day, every waking moment. I could finally fully hear my astral friends, rather than static filled attempts to make connections and enemy attempts at coercion and infiltration. My confidence EXPLODED into bloom, whereas before I could not look women in the eyes, they would always be the ones to ask me out or make any moves, I didn't think that anything I did was worth anything despite having 90%+ grades and people bugging me to write music with them, I had no self esteem. I didn't know just how much I was holding myself back with that poison...
Now, I also speculate I've been empowered in previous lives (haven't regressed yet but being born with telepathic abilities isn't the most normal thing, not to mention how fast the puzzle pieces clicked in my mind when I started studying), so this may not be as easy for others (Not that it was easy for me either, not in the slightest), it may take a while, it took a couple years for me to escape, but take it from me...It's worth the work and the patience. Holy fuck, is it ever worth it. Patience and dedication are everything.
Just keep trying, wherever you are, whatever you're stuck on, don't be a coward, just keep. Fucking. Going. We believe in you...at least I do. Don't make me slap you! :lol:
Thank you, HPs, for your help in finding my way back home.
And thank you Paimon for always being there for me and continuing to help me embrace who I am.
And thank you Father Enki, endlessly, for this unbelievable power!
Never thought I could feel this good.
Now, I'm no master Satanist, but I've been sailing this spiritual Satanist boat for a few years now, and I am devoted to the destruction of the enemy, "Wake-up Slapping" (conferring the truth to those who are open to it), and the advancement of humanity, including myself. I have well placed faith and confidence in our gods and our cause. I don't parade the words "They're already doomed" for no reason. I truly believe we've got this "on lock".
It is perfectly fine to, within reason, recreationaly indulge in cannabis use when relaxing or during celebrations, oral consumption being the suggested method of doing so as you aren't damaging your lungs which are kinda important for what we do as I'm sure you know, just as it is perfectly acceptable and common to indulge in a bit of alcohol during celebrations and merriment, so long as you don't drink like a fish and end the night hugging the toilet or, you know, swimming in your booze soaked regurgitated lunch on your bathroom floor. That's when it's considered harmful, excessive use, as relying on cannabis for emotional stability can be counter productive to cultivating self control and rational thought. One must always rely on themselves and never rely on a substance for their advancements of all forms as the HPs say, especially psychedelics, LSD for example which severely warps the mind, and central nervous system stimulants like phenethylamenes(ex. Cocaine or Ritalin) and amphetamines(ex. Meth or Adderall), as they damage your mind and aura, as well as brain tissue and functionality. Methamphetamine, for example, will corrupt you inside and out, open your soul up to evil forces, essentially it is the equivalent of calling out to the enemy to beg for infiltration, and causes brain deformities and sexual perversions. It's pretty much the worst of the worst. Morphine and it's sisters will rip massive ragged holes in your protective aura, and I mean gaping wounds for the enemy to infect with all sorts of nasty shit, and will greatly corrode your emotional control and throw you into turmoil. Bezodiazepines are extremely dangerous as they are tranquilizers. They are designed to disarm you from enemy attacks and make you suggestive to their influences, a trait which it shares with the opium family. They can also greatly corrode self control in a very similar manner, and dependence on them is extremely dangerous, many times fatal. I'm sure I don't need to confer to anyone that abusing cough medicine is literally one of the stupidest forms of straight up self harm out there, well, it literally destroys your IQ and brain cells, and violently warps the mind. I don't support the use of psilocybin(magic mushrooms), as again, this forcefully abuses the mind and causes brain damage. My neighbor will spend weeks on end eating psilocybin mushrooms and summoning Angels, he has gone absolutely insane. You can access such beautiful natural highs simply through power meditation, as well as completely obliterate your hangups through the same, kill them from the source rather than just suppressing them with chemical substances or getting stoned on cannabis all day or drinking like a fish. A cure for the issue rather than a treatment for the symptom. Heavy psychoactive drugs are completely unnecessary and counter productive to our cause, to the survival of your entire race. Also, don't smoke DMT. Just Don't, you can fuck up your astral perceptions like that. DMT flow is something you initiate yourself into with far more control naturally through meditation, it's something you do NOT want to force upon your brain, you could very well succumb to various forms of insanity that way. Your suffering has a cure, you just have to actually WANT to be cured!
The only reason we are even prone to this kind of trap is because we want to escape these issues that years of Jewish spiritual and social abuse have inflicted upon us, these hang ups that their infectious brain cancer programs have implanted in us, these perversions that seem like they're being planted in our heads from an external source. Well, I'm here to tell you there IS a permanent way out of this suffering just waiting for you to unlock it, it's a bit of a metaphorical walk, but the destination is well worth the trudge. And once you finally kill your personal monsters (such as addiction), I can attest there is no feeling more satisfying than the feeling of finally being free of an aggressive hangup, of anything holding you from your goal. Well, maybe completing the Magnum Opus, but I've no experience with that working yet, only some vague understanding of it's mechanics that I will need to study more before truly understanding, and more preparation on top of that to even consider beginning the working. As should you, but focus on cleaning up your soul; unblocking and aligning your chakras, purifying your aura, clearing out your Nadis, learning self control ect.
When I finally broke free of my morphine dependence, Vril flooded my body, hot and electrifying, a feeling I had only had a taste of before became a daily experience, one that made me feel I could take on the world, a sentiment that just keeps getting stronger in me with every day, every waking moment. I could finally fully hear my astral friends, rather than static filled attempts to make connections and enemy attempts at coercion and infiltration. My confidence EXPLODED into bloom, whereas before I could not look women in the eyes, they would always be the ones to ask me out or make any moves, I didn't think that anything I did was worth anything despite having 90%+ grades and people bugging me to write music with them, I had no self esteem. I didn't know just how much I was holding myself back with that poison...
Now, I also speculate I've been empowered in previous lives (haven't regressed yet but being born with telepathic abilities isn't the most normal thing, not to mention how fast the puzzle pieces clicked in my mind when I started studying), so this may not be as easy for others (Not that it was easy for me either, not in the slightest), it may take a while, it took a couple years for me to escape, but take it from me...It's worth the work and the patience. Holy fuck, is it ever worth it. Patience and dedication are everything.
Just keep trying, wherever you are, whatever you're stuck on, don't be a coward, just keep. Fucking. Going. We believe in you...at least I do. Don't make me slap you! :lol:
Thank you, HPs, for your help in finding my way back home.
And thank you Paimon for always being there for me and continuing to help me embrace who I am.
And thank you Father Enki, endlessly, for this unbelievable power!
Never thought I could feel this good.
