Okay..
Without going through details or what not.
I have an old relationship that ended bad after almost 10 years of being together.
I'm still effect by her or some of her choices.
I still have to see her because we had a child together.
After some time I relax and forget alot.. or I calm down where I'm not bothered really, but when something happens or see her some times, some old stuff comes back and then some times my dreams comes up and she is in it for what ever reason.
Yesterday I found out something, and it hurt my emotions.
I want to explode, scream, and disappear and not deal with it anymore, but I can't.
I was doing void for a little that helped while back helped but I stopped do to other things of my unstable feelings.
Biggest thing is, it's been just about 2 years or so seen all happened.
I want to try the releasing of the soul, however I don't even think I can for feels like there's something else connecting still.
Especially her, sense I feel like she's pushing to stay connected..( of course this part my be my own fault, or not my understanding)
So... Any??
Feel like breaking... And really just throw my self out the window on this....
Without going through details or what not.
I have an old relationship that ended bad after almost 10 years of being together.
I'm still effect by her or some of her choices.
I still have to see her because we had a child together.
After some time I relax and forget alot.. or I calm down where I'm not bothered really, but when something happens or see her some times, some old stuff comes back and then some times my dreams comes up and she is in it for what ever reason.
Yesterday I found out something, and it hurt my emotions.
I want to explode, scream, and disappear and not deal with it anymore, but I can't.
I was doing void for a little that helped while back helped but I stopped do to other things of my unstable feelings.
Biggest thing is, it's been just about 2 years or so seen all happened.
I want to try the releasing of the soul, however I don't even think I can for feels like there's something else connecting still.
Especially her, sense I feel like she's pushing to stay connected..( of course this part my be my own fault, or not my understanding)
So... Any??
Feel like breaking... And really just throw my self out the window on this....