Hello, brothers and sisters!
I need some help in figuring this thing out. I'm not around any other Spiritual Satanists in my daily life, so I only got Non-SS friends and work colleagues I interact with.
I feel sometimes if I go "full throttle" I sort of put them off, "dominate them" or I go into a sort of conflict with them, like "I just went too far". It is like my personality gets amplified, like "if I don't hold back I always go too far". Is it just my own distorted sense of reality? Have you had similar experiences or what do you think about this?
I definitely think my ego's gotten bigger, It's a little bit hard to explain, I feel and sense I put them off, but personally I feel its just them that should go a little harder, to sort of "meet me half way" if you know what I mean?
Hope I get my point across.
I need some help in figuring this thing out. I'm not around any other Spiritual Satanists in my daily life, so I only got Non-SS friends and work colleagues I interact with.
I feel sometimes if I go "full throttle" I sort of put them off, "dominate them" or I go into a sort of conflict with them, like "I just went too far". It is like my personality gets amplified, like "if I don't hold back I always go too far". Is it just my own distorted sense of reality? Have you had similar experiences or what do you think about this?
I definitely think my ego's gotten bigger, It's a little bit hard to explain, I feel and sense I put them off, but personally I feel its just them that should go a little harder, to sort of "meet me half way" if you know what I mean?
Hope I get my point across.