Shael said:
Just work on improving yourself in every way. Heal past traumas, do some workings to free the soul, kundalini & hatha yoga, and work on your chakras daily. This will heal and perfect your soul over time and spare you of the usual issues most people face in relationships.
You can also check your chart and work with planet-specific energies to empower areas that you are weak/underdeveloped in, like Sun for confidence, Venus for attractiveness/charme, and Mercury for communication, to name some examples.
If you want to work on your confidence, now is a great time to do so since the Sun has entered Leo. The best possible starting date during this period that I have found is August 11th.
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=20281&p=87052
I have been doing Hatha yoga daily for around 2 years now, I suppose I should take the necessary steps to begin Kundalini yoga daily as well.
I notice my inner voice keeps telling me my next spiritual step is to focus on Daily Tuning of my Chakras (Laum,Vaum,etc.), I've done this in the past and feel very comfortable with these.
I spent some time last night considering what exactly is confidence and whether I have it, and honestly I know that I can accomplish anything I put my mind to, with time, it's more so my Willpower that might hold me back, I started a new job, had a wonderful first day, worked hard and learned alot, woke up early the next day, and my mind battled with me the whole way to work that I didn't have to go to work, I got out front of my job, but I did not have the strength to ignore my mind telling me I didn't want to work, and I left...
But this is not how I really feel, I have a million motivations why I want to work hard, I'm beating myself up a bit because I can't have a family if I can't even work a full time job... I know I'll overcome this, Just like I've overcome every obstacle that I've set myself to conquer.
I am unsure how to work on this problem directly other than to just keep trying and doing more void meditation to overcome my thoughts. I have a plan as well, to work one of my "dream jobs", I think this will be a huge encouragement not to just walk away because I don't feel like it.