HailSatanForever
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- Oct 4, 2017
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Hello everyone I consider to be my brothers and sisters in Satan.
My whole life, I've had an aversion towards religion and a big curiosity for the occult and paranormal, even at 6 or 7 I remember being scolded for wanting to go into those mystic, Pagan shops ("we don't go in there, that's where the Devil lives!", that just made me want to go in more), at age 10 I found the JoyofSatan and suddenly I knew where I belonged and was instantly accustomed to being SS (I don't even remember having any fears or religious deprogramming to do). I am 23 now and my only reason for living is to make Father Satan proud and to help his Gentiles win this war, the only thing I genuinely care about is our Gods. I have never had a single negative thought towards the JoS because I love it more than anything, the JoS and the Gods are my family and my only happiness and my priority, whom I'd never go against. My loyalty to Satan is unquestionable and the thought of being disowned by him scares me more than anything. When I was young Satan felt like a real dad to me because he's always been there for me, in essence and knowing that he listens to every question I ask or "prayer" I make, the JoS has molded me into the person I am today - respectful, valuing the truth, humble and it's even given me so much heart and courage. The JoS has offered me every single resource I needed and will ever need and it really is the only thing I need and my only reason for living.
My reason for posting this today, is at around age 14 doing online warfare on Twitter, my sister became convinced that we were 1/8th Jewish, because my mother says that her dad was Jewish, though there's a chance me might not even be because my mom doesn't have Jewish features and I do not have Jewish features. I know for a fact that I am a good Satanist and even if I'm not good enough, I will work to death to prove myself and be strong enough to sufficiently aid the Gods, the way they have helped me in every aspect of my life. I won't lie, this Jewish stuff has been haunting me especially with the last few sermons (even though in my heart I know I cannot be Jewish or have a retarded Jewish soul, especially with all the help and protection the Gods have given me and my family) I'm putting this to rest once and for all by formally asking in the forums. A simple "Yes you are gentile" or "No, you aren't gentile" are good enough responses to this
I've been bawling like a child ever since I started writing this post and while I do feel like my Guardian demons and Satan are on my side, I don't want to feel delusional or crazy, that I'm making all this up and that every happy memory growing spiritually with Satan and the Gods isn't real. To be honest, even if I am not Gentile enough, I will still follow Satan and do my best to contribute because the JoS and the Gods are my only solace in this life.
Nb: my maternal great grandfather was Dutch and he married a half boer, half Khoi Khoi woman, their child was my mom's mom and she had my mother with the alleged Jewish man and then there's me. My dad's family is just Malaysian, Indian, German and Portuguese (the latter 2 extending really far back). I do, however feel like I have a Gentile soul, and the love and support of Father Satan. Despite being so mixed, my brown eyes have gone green ever since I started meditating for all these years and my skin became paler, I can post photographic evidence if absolutely necessary.
My whole life, I've had an aversion towards religion and a big curiosity for the occult and paranormal, even at 6 or 7 I remember being scolded for wanting to go into those mystic, Pagan shops ("we don't go in there, that's where the Devil lives!", that just made me want to go in more), at age 10 I found the JoyofSatan and suddenly I knew where I belonged and was instantly accustomed to being SS (I don't even remember having any fears or religious deprogramming to do). I am 23 now and my only reason for living is to make Father Satan proud and to help his Gentiles win this war, the only thing I genuinely care about is our Gods. I have never had a single negative thought towards the JoS because I love it more than anything, the JoS and the Gods are my family and my only happiness and my priority, whom I'd never go against. My loyalty to Satan is unquestionable and the thought of being disowned by him scares me more than anything. When I was young Satan felt like a real dad to me because he's always been there for me, in essence and knowing that he listens to every question I ask or "prayer" I make, the JoS has molded me into the person I am today - respectful, valuing the truth, humble and it's even given me so much heart and courage. The JoS has offered me every single resource I needed and will ever need and it really is the only thing I need and my only reason for living.
My reason for posting this today, is at around age 14 doing online warfare on Twitter, my sister became convinced that we were 1/8th Jewish, because my mother says that her dad was Jewish, though there's a chance me might not even be because my mom doesn't have Jewish features and I do not have Jewish features. I know for a fact that I am a good Satanist and even if I'm not good enough, I will work to death to prove myself and be strong enough to sufficiently aid the Gods, the way they have helped me in every aspect of my life. I won't lie, this Jewish stuff has been haunting me especially with the last few sermons (even though in my heart I know I cannot be Jewish or have a retarded Jewish soul, especially with all the help and protection the Gods have given me and my family) I'm putting this to rest once and for all by formally asking in the forums. A simple "Yes you are gentile" or "No, you aren't gentile" are good enough responses to this
I've been bawling like a child ever since I started writing this post and while I do feel like my Guardian demons and Satan are on my side, I don't want to feel delusional or crazy, that I'm making all this up and that every happy memory growing spiritually with Satan and the Gods isn't real. To be honest, even if I am not Gentile enough, I will still follow Satan and do my best to contribute because the JoS and the Gods are my only solace in this life.
Nb: my maternal great grandfather was Dutch and he married a half boer, half Khoi Khoi woman, their child was my mom's mom and she had my mother with the alleged Jewish man and then there's me. My dad's family is just Malaysian, Indian, German and Portuguese (the latter 2 extending really far back). I do, however feel like I have a Gentile soul, and the love and support of Father Satan. Despite being so mixed, my brown eyes have gone green ever since I started meditating for all these years and my skin became paler, I can post photographic evidence if absolutely necessary.