What's the point in being more attractive to females if you only want someone who is SS and accepts you for being yourself? I honestly don't have time to go to the gym, I take an hour long walk and do 30 push ups or other a day, that's good enough for me. I do not play sports because I don't have the time or the money, because I spend my time and money on other things that are more immediately important
A common misconception people have about me when I make any complaint about life is that I have poor self esteem. I don't. People can and will think what they want about me regardless of my condition. I don't think I said anything about feeling ugly or having poor self esteem in my post
I'm not a narcissist, but it's always been quite the opposite
I just think it's best to be realistic and for people to know that this is a lonely path, not to get their hopes up, and just be realistic but optimistic about our perceptions of other people and our over-all quality of life.
And about the gym..., what first inspired you to go to the gym? You were thinking of things you didn't have, correct? You always need to think of things that you do not have if the only way to get those things is to go out and earn them. Otherwise, things won't come to you, you'll have nothing, and people will still be telling you to just be grateful for what you've got.
That is why I delved into the darker part of my mind in search for deeper meaning about love and other people, because as I'm sure you know, "getting attention from females" don't quite satisfy as having someone actually say they love you and have sex with you. If there is any thing that you don't have, but would provide value to you (and your race) then you should probably work to get that thing
Definitely agree that you cannot take shortcuts though. That was my first mistake. Now I have to teach myself not to enjoy the scenery when I have a deadline.
This is exactly actually what my post was about in a way, because you said yourself that you know all to well, but still you expect the whole world to change for you in the near future just because?
The reality, is that the world will still be shitty in the next 10 years. It's just about how you look at it. The mind is a powerful thing. The way we think can dramatically impact our lives, and even make us immortal...
But the fact is that the world will still be terrible if not worse in ten years and at our current level of experience we are probably bound to die. We have to work to change things, part of that is unfortunately delving into the negative side of things.
Everyone here, always says, "those who are without are just shit" but whenever you go into detail... everyone tells you to quit thinking negative, for real. And I also just told you that I am not depressed but you went straight to giving me advice on how to not be depressed.
Let me tell you WHY our lives are the way they are. We are lonely, on a lonely path, because Lord Satan literally FORCES us AWAY from people who will do us no good. Most of the people you think are "blowing you off", or "ignore you", YOU ignore YOURSELF, because Satan commanded you to, and forced it of you and of them. It's literally our reality. It has nothing to do with hating other people, or hating society, which is an entirely separate problem. But being extremely lonely, and dealing with it EXCEPTIONALLY well, is probably a Satanist's strongest arm when it comes to the type of warfare we are in. It's probably going to be the same for you to in five years even if you think you'll be "lucky". Because there isn't luck, it's a combination of your spiritual health and Satan's control. Satan will not allow us to be around or with those who will be no good for us and we will inevitably be lonely. That is not because people are bad, because even if people were good, they would ignore us simply because they disagree.
You misunderstood a couple things I said but overall I agree completely.