If you've done the dedication already, you are protected and the gods will be known to you. They are helping guide you to improve.
Whatever you or anyone else asks, I'll always do my best to help.
http://www.Kabbalahexposed.com is one of the greatest websites ever, so read all that.
http://josgreece.angelfire.com/Exposing_Xianity.htm Exposing Christianity is also great, but doesn't feel like so much of a priority for you now since you already know the truth.
Look through my link, I've collected and arranged a lot of great info.
And here's something that helped me a lot when I was new. https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=1863&hilit Helps built a stronger soul fast, when used with whatever else meditations you need.
You don't need a personal teacher, but of course ask whatever you want and we'll do our best to answer. I've made almost a complete transformation in about every part of my life in just a few years, and I never had any human mentor me. All I had is an extreme and desperate motivation to improve and grow the most I can, these amazing websites and the time to sort through them. I obsessively seek out and absorb every bit of useful knowledge I can find. Most of it is just reading and intuition. Many new people come here and ask simple questions like "Should I do (some very specific thing that would help them a lot)?" So if you feel any kind of urge like this to do something that helps and improves you, thoughts that seem like you try something spiritual, just do it your soul knows what to do. We can't always personally feel what you need, but your soul can.
I think there are mentors, the gods are our guardians and us growing young demons in training have that same drive to help guide and improve each other and the world that the gods have. We want to do everything we can to help you, just let us know whatever you want to know at least one of us will have the answer.
