To keep a very long and painful story short, around 6 years ago I did my best to block and suppress my emotions... Unfortunately, it worked. At the time it seemed like a good thing, but little did I know I'd regret it later on.
Now, I can still feel some emotions like sadness or anger(if I'm pushed hard enough), but any other emotion is impossible to feel like happiness, love etc). So most of the time I just feel neutral, even in situations I shouldn't feel neutral... it's absolutely horrible!
It literally takes the joy out of living...
What can I do to fix this? Is there a rune(or a combo of runes) that I can vibrate? Just raise some energy and program it to fix this mess?
Any tips/advice is appreciated :)
Disregard nihilism, embrace Zeus!
"The society that separates its scholars from its warriors will have its thinking done by cowards, and its fighting done by fools."
Hail Athena! Hail Anubis! Hail Bastet! Hail Hestia!
Hail Zeus!

