HP. Hoodedcobra666 wrote:Our websites and also the timer websites [both of them] have been under attack all day long.
Everything has sustained and the timer is back to normal.
Does this include attacks on SS?
I have some questions though. Lately I have been getting attacked a lot. And I am too scared to meditate more than an hour thinking it would be overdoing. But even without it the attacks keep happening. When we say " we are protected?" what exactly are we talking about? I had an Astral entity sitting on top of me a few months back , and loads and loads of "attacks"(maybe, because seeing what lots of people post on here, maybe I am not able to understand if any of these are real attacks). Even after fuck loads of shit breaking out . Hearing your water is gonna go up and wake up next day to find the water cooler not working and lots of shit of the same nature. Honestly, the only thing that keeps me going rn is me wanting to stop/prevent of what happened with me.These "attacks" have made me lose all confidence and just destroyed my life as a whole.
Everyday feels like a decision of wanting to fight or not ( maybe this can give a depressive tone) but I dont really know.
It makes me question if progressing is a good thing after all. Seeing mosques or churches gets me a strange feeling on my spine when I think about everything that they have done by killing people in general.
I am not really saying I have lost stability or paranoid to say as am I still doing really good in studies, Uni, got a great Gpa , etc and just come off as a calm person overall. But lately I have been feeling strange energy at times and that just makes me really sad.
At this point I am not sure if I am asking for help or validation of these being attacks for real.
But maybe the second part can answer some questions as I have been called neurotic by Astral Entities too. And the thing is I dont astral project or anything . Its just like sitting in my room as seeing one , I mean I do call out for help and get help too from Satan but it just feels a lost cause for me.
Loud noises get me really irritated after the " this is our Earth" ( Got woken up in sleep with a current of sort to look out of the window and see lights and hear this voice)episode, which all I try to forget but I dont really know now of what I should do.
And then again once while I was lying down got hit by a thoughtform of sort and heard virgin mary and that week was full of seeing jesus or virgin mary.
I have been called a strong person most of my life but now I just dont feel like that anymore. I guess the war does take a toll or maybe I am delusional ( Sorry english not being my first language , I seem to struggle a lot in interpreting what things actually mean).
Before I didnt even know how attacks took place and ended up posting " I know Satan is the real god but I want to change to jewsus" when my entire family has no roots to the 3 enemy religions whatsoever. ( Fully pagan " though dont really know how to use the vril" family). ( I am glad that the post I am referring to didnt get accepted and maybe the people on higher levels than me can easily see through whats really going on here).
Its like I see people in poverty and immediately think about the enemy and get really angry(sad) and end up with fuck load of curses.
Also a question -
Even when I wasnt spamming rather sticking to 1/2 why did my life keep getting worse with attacks? I do understand the if someone does damage they get attacked, to think about it I am one individual ( though I have an aptitude for black magick as it states in my natal chart) and I do go all in with the curses ( during the RTR). But to think about it, it was just 1 or 2 a day.
Also lol, I seriously want a drink , but I am too scared to have one after seeing what happened to a fellow member who played around with drugs. Then does a drink like once spoil me up? There are so many things that have happened and I dont know how I will ever be able to explain it to anyone. ( And while focusing on Satan Sigil I get very emotional and just stop talking to the point it has now just become a one way communication).
Thank you for reading. Avoiding this would be fine too.
( Or not allowing it to get posted ).
Believe me, I understand all this.
This probably means that, for one part, your attacks (RTR) are being effective and they are freaking out, and, on the other part, that your AoP is seriously not strong enough. Also, I would say you are not doing enough to defend yourself.
I also used to think that I could just meditate and do a couple of RTR and keep living normally, so to speak. But it doesn't work like that it seems.
When you grow yourself spiritually and, plus, you do RTR, you call a lot of attention upon yourself.
I actually felt that today. They sort of go nuts and be like "you can't do that!", "stop it!" and stuff like that..
When I say "they", I mean whatever evil entities are lurking around that do the kind of stuff you are describing.
And yes, they don't want you meditating or doing RTR anymore, so they start playing with your mind, sending you images to make you doubt, trying to get into you, to put it in some way.
I used to hear stuff about jewsus, see the virgin mary and I once woke up hearing a xian song. All really annoying.
Something tried to choke me once... Or maybe more, as I felt its intention.
I also had problems with water supply in my apartment, when everything was fine before. And the electricity went out for a couple of days. But all those things were external, I felt safe inside, because I had finally banished and energetically cleansed that place.
And just when I was feeling great about that, I had to move because of economic reasons. To a house with negative energy and control freaks, but I am sort of dealing with that, I hope.
Just understand it's all from the enemy and they are doing it because they are more and more powerless each day that passes.
You are a threat to them. A potential big enemy to them. Thus they just want to make your life impossible.
And if you always felt "strong", the more so. Because you are strong and they just want to make you feel you aren't, so that you won't be able to recognize your own power and, thus, make you unable to use it fully.
So, if you have all those problems and they are affecting you in that way, I think you would have to do something extra.
I won't say you aren't doing the basics like AoP (I'll guess you probably are, yesss), but more like you need more of it. Maybe find a stronger way of AoP. Also, strengthen your mind so they can't get into it.
Use VINASSA to banish the entities when you can.
Invoke and evoke blue satanic fire to clean yourself and the place you live in, and program it to destroy enemy energies.
Use the freeing of the soul meditation. The 6th of August will be a good day for that.
Do a banishment ritual, if you think it will help. Just to make them understand they can't just lurk around freely in your place of living.
You will probably need more spiritual energy too. Anyway, just do what you can to solve your problems without burnout.
Attacks are real, entities are real, churches and mosques feel like crap and like evil machines. Even non SS confirm me this.
And you are protected because it could all be much worse. But you have to do more on your part.
And if you think you are in a bad situation, I used to think I was going to die from anguish or something. Also, those entities like to cause depression and give you suicidal thoughts.
Whatever, I get you. I just clinged to Satan and respected my past self, who had decided this was the true path. You are welcome to do the same... And more AoP.
Also, you are not a lost cause and I also get emotional towards Satan's Sigil.
This was long, but I hope it helps.
PS: I am new in the forums, but have been a lurker since some 4 years, so...
Hi! Nice to be here!