slyscorpion wrote:Necrorifter wrote:Can you do Final RTR mentally? If not then is there any way I can do to help. My meditation has halted its process since I can no longer continue past the mind chakra opening part of 40 days program since I cannot seem to say it correct to get correct vibration. I have done Final RTR, but have to stop it shortly after lockdown begins and school closed since that means I watched 24/7 by my family who does not tolerate anti-sematic in any way or shape. They are very kind to humans, the problem is that they do not recognize Jews as nonhuman and refused to do so. So I have to stop verbal final rtr to avoid getting caught for satanism, they suspect me of one but they ultimately do not care as I never truly show any "evil signs" of being the biblical satanist. If I can do it mentally, altogether I can understand if it has little power compared to actually speak it. it is still something I can do at least. If you decide that it offers nothing of practically uses by mentally final rtr, then anything I can do to help. I am deaf, so I am not able to pronounce anything correctly both for the opening of mind chakra and final rtr, so if I need to say final rtr correct then welp, look like I did nothing before lockdown as I have hope.
Please respond as I do want to help this community but are entirely unsure of how to do so under-watched by a family that stays home 24/7 until school opens up and job return or my deafness prevents me from assisting anything that requires correct pronunciation. I have attempted to try it within my lucid dream but come across with the problem or try to memorize the whole final rtr and then other problem of actually recall them within a lucid dream.
Please help, I do want to help this community and not be a "lost cause" just because my body are too damaged to truly help humankind from the like of parasitic jews.
Can’t you go outside somewhere to a place no one is and bring your tablet or phone to do the crossing out thing do it there then return quickly. Even your back yard or basement may be ok if people are rarely there and you do it quietly. You can do this quietly with a tv or music on loud enough that you can’t be heard. It won’t effect it in a bad way.
If not it’s perfectly ok to do it mentally. Also maybe focusing on dissolving the letters in your mind for awhile would even be good.
Good Luck just like giving these suggestions. I know maybe not everyone can do these things and still do it but some can. Even if you can be in the shower for awhile with the fan on you can do it quietly that time and just cross out all the letters when your close to done and say the affirmation. You probably still can help out.
I have thought of that but my family knows me very well so they will know that something is off if I try to sneak off to backyard or garage, etc. I already have a history of lazy gamer after all, so it is rare for me to leave my room, and lockdown is not helping my case of getting out more. My parents work from home calling and video call, so turn the volume high enough to not be heard and since I am deaf, that volume will need to be higher so I can hear myself is a big no-no and my parent will be knocking on my door in few seconds. and then there other matter with my little sister barging into my room for various help for her school or other stuff, so all it takes is one barge and notice what I am doing before report it to my mother... Fortunately, my parent knows that I do workout and meditation, so they would not notice anything different if I spent longer in meditation to do the final rtr mentally.
Curious question, I notice that one need to go into a deep trance to contact your guardian demon, does lucid dream count as deep trance? I am already within my mind with my body sleep but does it still count as deep trance?