Has you can see I have developed a throat problem, more like a sore throat which is originating from my tonsils.
It all started after smoking marijuana 3 weeks ago and the sore throat doesn't seem to go away, I fear that I might have cancer in the throat after so many years of smoking on and off.
I fuked up I had led astray from my path so many times, but now I'm back again and and sober for 3 weeks, I am performing rtr and meditating/yoga.
I'm begging for father Satan to forgive me for going astray from my path so many times. I just realized how much damage drugs/alcohol can have an affect on my body, I talk to Father Satan every night hoping that he will notice me, so that he can help me with my health issue because I wanna live a healthy life so i can fight for the gods and for humanity.
I have an appointment with ent specialist in a couple days, hopefully he can properly diagnose my problem since I still don't know if I might have cancer or not.
If i keep fighting with the rtr rituals will the gods help me? Will Father Satan notice me and help me with my health issue or will he turn his back on me? Wish me luck my brothers and sisters, i promise i will stay strong and fight no matter what happens since this is bigger than me!

Is your sore throat also dry and irritating?

Or aching/burning/stabbing?

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You won't get cancer if you are doing yoga daily. This is likely just inflammation or heat in the body coming up and irritating the throat. These symptoms, if from drugs, will take longer than 3 weeks to heal totally.
Drink plenty of water, eat decently, sleep at a good hour, and do yoga and so forth; you won't get cancer.

As for drug use, you will need to use Munka to remove the karma associated with it, so you do not repeat it. You should plan this out as soon as possible, on the next waning Pisces or Aquarius moon. If there are none within 40 days, then just do it on another waning date. It is better to deal with the karma sooner, rather than wait and potentially relapse.

If you continue to fight and struggle against your issues, you will prevail. The Gods understand you and your plight, and they surely hear and notice you. However, you need to plan out ways to solve your problems. When you talk to them, ask what you can do right now to fix yourself, don't just speak small talk to them. Removing the negative karma with the drugs is one such thing.

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You won't get cancer if you are doing yoga daily. This is likely just inflammation or heat in the body coming up and irritating the throat. These symptoms, if from drugs, will take longer than 3 weeks to heal totally.
Drink plenty of water, eat decently, sleep at a good hour, and do yoga and so forth; you won't get cancer.

As for drug use, you will need to use Munka to remove the karma associated with it, so you do not repeat it. You should plan this out as soon as possible, on the next waning Pisces or Aquarius moon. If there are none within 40 days, then just do it on another waning date. It is better to deal with the karma sooner, rather than wait and potentially relapse.

If you continue to fight and struggle against your issues, you will prevail. The Gods understand you and your plight, and they surely hear and notice you. However, you need to plan out ways to solve your problems. When you talk to them, ask what you can do right now to fix yourself, don't just speak small talk to them. Removing the negative karma with the drugs is one such thing.

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Thank you so much for taking the time to reply i greatly appreciated, ever since i started yoga i am no longer worried,depressed or anxious i literally thought i was gonna die and I thought the enemy has defeated me, i felt hopeless but i don't anymore..

My throat still feels irritated maybe is gonna take some time to heal like you said because I been smoking weed since the age of 14 and right now im in my mid 20s. So basically almost 10 years of smoking weed on and off I could imagine how irritated my throat must be.

I am done with the lifestyle i used to have is fuking poisonous! people who smoke weed everyday and drink are digging their own fukin graves I can't keep living my life like this.
Knowing how many will never get a chance to meet Satan or even akcnowldege the fact hes the true god creator of humanity makes me feel so grateful to have found Satan in this lifetime knowing without him i would of probably been dead by now im sure because i lived a reckless life i my younger years.

I'ma spiritual Satanist and I know that should know better than to get involved with that shit but I'm only human and i made mistakes and i gotta learn from them. Now i will dedicate the rest of my life directing fathers will on every damn corner i turn without stopping..

Anyways I went to the ent appointment and he didn't find anything suspicious that might be cancerous, although i don't know if if i have cancer or not I started eating raw garlic and onions just in case because I heard it kills cancer cells also started drinking green tea.
Then again maybe my throat is just irritated and burned and the garlic is just making it worse so is like im stuck between a wall and a hard place.
Hopefully my throat heals im drinking alot of cold water and started eating healthy along with probiotics with proteins.

thebigcheesesixmillion said:

Lightbringer07 said:

Has you can see I have developed a throat problem, more like a sore throat which is originating from my tonsils.
It all started after smoking marijuana 3 weeks ago and the sore throat doesn't seem to go away, I fear that I might have cancer in the throat after so many years of smoking on and off.
I fuked up I had led astray from my path so many times, but now I'm back again and and sober for 3 weeks, I am performing rtr and meditating/yoga.
I'm begging for father Satan to forgive me for going astray from my path so many times. I just realized how much damage drugs/alcohol can have an affect on my body, I talk to Father Satan every night hoping that he will notice me, so that he can help me with my health issue because I wanna live a healthy life so i can fight for the gods and for humanity.
I have an appointment with ent specialist in a couple days, hopefully he can properly diagnose my problem since I still don't know if I might have cancer or not.
If i keep fighting with the rtr rituals will the gods help me? Will Father Satan notice me and help me with my health issue or will he turn his back on me? Wish me luck my brothers and sisters, i promise i will stay strong and fight no matter what happens since this is bigger than me!

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You're doing the bad things to yourself, why would anyone save you from yourself.

Everybody on earth knows "drugs are bad" it's not like you aren't in full control

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Youre right sometimes we don't acknowledge that we are only hurting ourselves specially when we are young until a health issue pops up.
In my case i feel like the gods gave me a huge wake up call to snap me back in line. Boy did it work even my mom said if I go back to smoking weed etc she will kick me out! So im done!
I'd rather meditate and do yoga and try to reach my full potential now I'm still young I just wanna make father proud after I'm gone!

Lightbringer07 said:

Has you can see I have developed a throat problem, more like a sore throat which is originating from my tonsils.
It all started after smoking marijuana 3 weeks ago and the sore throat doesn't seem to go away, I fear that I might have cancer in the throat after so many years of smoking on and off.
I fuked up I had led astray from my path so many times, but now I'm back again and and sober for 3 weeks, I am performing rtr and meditating/yoga.
I'm begging for father Satan to forgive me for going astray from my path so many times. I just realized how much damage drugs/alcohol can have an affect on my body, I talk to Father Satan every night hoping that he will notice me, so that he can help me with my health issue because I wanna live a healthy life so i can fight for the gods and for humanity.
I have an appointment with ent specialist in a couple days, hopefully he can properly diagnose my problem since I still don't know if I might have cancer or not.
If i keep fighting with the rtr rituals will the gods help me? Will Father Satan notice me and help me with my health issue or will he turn his back on me? Wish me luck my brothers and sisters, i promise i will stay strong and fight no matter what happens since this is bigger than me!

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As you have an appointment soon I assume you'll have your answer about cancer. But statistically, a throat problem that doesn't go away and has started after smoking marijuana points towards an irritated throat. Smoking is very harmful to your breathing system and the smoke goes through the throat. As the smoke is hot it can damage the throat. It also causes the throat to be dry.

It's also possible that the marijuana you smoked was adulterated with glass. If you bought from a dispensary in a country/state which it's legal in then this shouldn't be an issue. But it's definitely a possibility if you bought from some "dealer." They do this increase the weight of the product and to make it appear as trichomes (the tiny shiny things on the surface of weed).

Also, your word carries weight to the gods. If you say something, you do. If you have asked for forgiveness before and still slipped after that then your words now are weightless. They mean nothing anymore in my opinion. It's better to show the gods that you realize your mistake and start making amends. Let your actions show the gods that you can be better and worth any attention. Do the working described by Blitzkreig. Work on yourself, work for the gods. You can keep smoking and keep asking for forgiveness all day and the gods will pay no attention, I mean why should they? It's very xian to think that you can keep "sinning" and keep asking for "forgiveness" and then god will love you or whatever bs they preach.