I would like to do RTR's Continually so If I start getting off because of this, I don't see that happening, That is also the reason this is concerning. This is serious, should I not have Kids? Being Only 75% white,(which is better than many of the unlucky soul's) this would be on kids if I had them. I mean like the part of my family likes certain foods, No wonder Iv always hated these foods I now start to think, and am allergic. My immune system literally freaks out and I puff up, Although I feel and have proved to myself I can do amazing actions,doing amazing actions. The same feeling I get when I don't take my medication as prescribed is the same feeling I got before I ever started taking it. And growing up with Christians who promoted these Medications also would abuse me if I even Talked about it. Tears of sadness turn Very Hateful, for me. It could all be a trick setup, as angels and lack of focus physically took the focus away from these exact dates of time in terms of Relevance, So when I was attacked it's Obvious the knew eventually I would be here.I found Joy of Satan.org with no influence other than a sudden rebellious teenage energy, That was not in it for anything other than urge to seek and grow in the attractive and beautiful physics of my own soul, and to know Satan and Worship him, Before I even really paid any attention to the Bible's Actual words.Or The Wonderful Website.Its not coincidental at all.