MERKABA & MEDITAYION

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Greetings,   I apologize from begining as this may be a long post but i felt i had to share this.After doing the Merkaba( today is the 14th day) I was meditating on energy,i went into a trance.Art first it was a bit dark all of a sudden it lit up (like someone switched on a 1000W bulb).I saw myself standing on a pillar (it was above the world as i could not see anything else) in front of me were 4 figures lit up( could make them out because of the outlines) .I felt(heard) them say "You are not alone".I asked "When can i see you"ll?".I got a reply "In good time,remember you are not alone". Now this part baffles me,I sat down to do meditation i usually light a yellow candle and i meditate with some sigils placed on the altar in front of me(all these sigils except for Lord Nabu's I have printed from JoS website put my blood on it and laminated it .I did it more than a year back).I usually meditate with sigils ofFATEHR,Lord Enlil,Lord Azazel,Goddess Isis,Lord Nabu and AMON RA.
Lately
i have been meditating with sigills of AMON RA,Lord Nabu,Lady Agares,Lady Haures(Flauros),Lord Anubis,Lord Paimon and Lord Glasya Labolas.
TODAY after the Merkaba when i sat down to meditate i put the following sigils on my altar

FATHER,AMON RA,Lord Nabu, Lord Set(this one really surprised me as i had his sigil with my blood on it and laminated for more than a year and i did not use it) and I even vibrated his name.I really am feeling on top of the world so what if i have not seen any of the GODS i feel today i have connected with one more of my GODS as  they said"You are not alone"     I do apologize for the long post.
HAIL EA/ENKIHAIL MARDUK/RAHAIL LORD NABUHAIL ANUBIS
HAIL AGARES