hubris
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Hello, I'm Brazilian and I'm going to write a little about what's happening in my life so you can read it and send me good energy and give me suggestions
Last year I had some drug problems, I went a little crazy and was under the influence of some ghosts, I was incorporating them and saying things through them every day, so I started to take antipsychotics and forget about it. I can't say what exactly happened but I tried some oracles this year and every single one told me that there were many ghosts around me and I needed to do some cleaning they called it "egum" this is the same as ghosts but in a religion we have here in Brazil, I was also with one ghost called "kiumba" (a very bad ghost that doesn't want to evolve) so last week I dedicated myself to satan and went to a place on friday to cleanse my aura
When I was at this place they told me that these ghosts were stealing my energy and hindering the flow of my energy and a "priest" influenced by an evolved ghost cleansed me and he told me that my case was really bad. when I was out of the place, I felt my mind cleared, so I went to visit another place like this the next day
And at this place on saturday they did two rituals with me to open my ways and they gave me some artifacts and instructions to clean my home and everything
Im a part of JOS and the forums since last year (created this account today cause I missed my login) and tried to meditate every day without any success, I meditated for two intense hours trying to go into a trance every day but all I could do was become more relaxed and I think those ghosts was blocking my progress
I've always loved studying the occult and many religions and everything, I have many theories on different subjects and everything has happened like magic in my life since last friday after dedicate and go to these places
And then this week specifically on Tuesday I had an absurd experience, I felt like I was going crazy due to a very electrifying and vicious energy and I swore I was being influenced by Satan and he was inside my mind it was sensational but scary, he communicated with me, I wrote some things together with him in my notes but I don't want to say too much about what he showed me cause its very personal, I had a headache the whole next day
I'll be going tomorrow to the same place I went last week to find out more about what happened and try to get more information here
This is my spiritual journey since last year
I would love to see what you more advanced members can advise me on my journey
Last year I had some drug problems, I went a little crazy and was under the influence of some ghosts, I was incorporating them and saying things through them every day, so I started to take antipsychotics and forget about it. I can't say what exactly happened but I tried some oracles this year and every single one told me that there were many ghosts around me and I needed to do some cleaning they called it "egum" this is the same as ghosts but in a religion we have here in Brazil, I was also with one ghost called "kiumba" (a very bad ghost that doesn't want to evolve) so last week I dedicated myself to satan and went to a place on friday to cleanse my aura
When I was at this place they told me that these ghosts were stealing my energy and hindering the flow of my energy and a "priest" influenced by an evolved ghost cleansed me and he told me that my case was really bad. when I was out of the place, I felt my mind cleared, so I went to visit another place like this the next day
And at this place on saturday they did two rituals with me to open my ways and they gave me some artifacts and instructions to clean my home and everything
Im a part of JOS and the forums since last year (created this account today cause I missed my login) and tried to meditate every day without any success, I meditated for two intense hours trying to go into a trance every day but all I could do was become more relaxed and I think those ghosts was blocking my progress
I've always loved studying the occult and many religions and everything, I have many theories on different subjects and everything has happened like magic in my life since last friday after dedicate and go to these places
And then this week specifically on Tuesday I had an absurd experience, I felt like I was going crazy due to a very electrifying and vicious energy and I swore I was being influenced by Satan and he was inside my mind it was sensational but scary, he communicated with me, I wrote some things together with him in my notes but I don't want to say too much about what he showed me cause its very personal, I had a headache the whole next day
I'll be going tomorrow to the same place I went last week to find out more about what happened and try to get more information here
This is my spiritual journey since last year
I would love to see what you more advanced members can advise me on my journey
