I understand, my job requires me to be in violent situations at times where I am unable to carry anything but a knife or pepper spray. I am not one who looks for a fight

The meditations have been really revealing to me in regards to how mentally weak I actually am. Training the mind is like training a feral child. I have been wanting to seek a martial art to help blow off steam, learn a skill, and strengthen my focus. I asked Zeus to help me, and that I wanted...

Thank you for all these great links. The posts about Saturn were especially useful to me, honestly. I discussed the Saturn return when I did my first natal reading at 30. I had just brought an engagement and three year relationship to a close due to to her being a different race, and I think...

Well met, all. This is an introduction, a musing, and an invitation for feedback. As the title suggests, about 4 months ago I turned thirty, and for some unknown reason I was thrown immediately into a very harsh psychological torment that persists to this day. I was tormented by why we (our...