I recently have dedicated, ten days ago to be exact. I have had moments meditating where overwhelming happiness has came and resulted in tears of joy. Satan is very important to me and I have never felt this kind of pleasure. I don't know how to handle the attacks i'm getting they are constant...

I wasn't quite sure what to expect the second after it was done but i know what I was doing and am so happy with my choice! The reason i'm writing this is because during my dedication my candle went out when i was burning my note because I misread and didn't fold it [i was also coming down from...