I'm interested in purchasing Satan's sigil as a necklace. I'm sure Amazon has many good stuff, but i'm more interested in buying from the community here if there's any jewelcrafters aboot. No I'm not Canadian.

I joined a gym, I think I'm thinking clearer because of it. Of all the psych doctors i've seen, none of them suggested exercise. They say ssri's can take up to 90 days to take effect, or go running for 2 minutes til you can't breathe. That shit's instant brah.

https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?t=27932 Here is a posting of my experience.

Fifty-six days. Hail Satan! I feel his presence when I think of him. Sometimes other Gods as well with varying degrees of friendliness. Mostly like they're showing tough love, as if I haven't given them enough respect, or that's just their personalities.

It's been eleven days since I drank.

You're not gonna solve depression with alcohol, it's a mind habit that you need to struggle to remove. During depression you're gonna feel like shit, and it's at that moment that you gotta fight, not gonna lie, it's not easy, but it's either that or you're gonna be wasting your life in a vicious...

I guess life is just plain tough. I realize I have pity parties. Willpower just fluctuates. Maybe environmental factors are involved. I need to move, there's just too much to try and take care of here. I joined a gym, which has nice massage chairs. These back exercises feel pretty good, though...

Are you diagnosed as bipolar, or just pondering whether the energy fluctuation is similar to it? In most cases, bipolar is just a yin/yang imbalance. I think yoga or alternate nose breathing can do a good job at fixing it, plus correcting underlying organ deficiencies...

I felt the urge to post an update. I went to a chiropractor who went over x-rays with me. I know have a better image of what's going on, trying to practice alignment visualization. The treatment was pretty expensive for just cracking stuff, which I've been doing for twenty years on my own with...

Thank you all for the responses, support, and advice. HAIL SATAN

Positive emotion associated with reply. Logically this would be the community interaction I desired at original posting. I'm not entirely sure of the validity of psychology. I've attended numerous psycho-analytical groups during involuntary commitments due to mainly suicide attempts. I've...

Attempting to join the community, seeing as I am not apart of one could be a major factor of the depression. I don't communicate with family, though I live with them. They are Evangelist. I told my mother before she died that I was dedicated to Satan, and she spoke death to those words. She...