I can relate to your problem because the exact thing happened to me several years ago before I was SS. I thought I'd share my experience besides the advice given in case it could also help. During the worst of this time I could not even brush my hair or put on clothes for the first few hours of the ...

There are some good discussions on this topic in this thread:

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Sorry this is little late. I was just reviewing this as I will start a freeing the soul working soon with waning scorpio moon after the voc. Then I tried searching here for other references and found this quote from Lydia: Lydia wrote: Timing with the Moon: The better your timing with the Moon is, t...

I'm a native English speaker so I don't think about it too much...I know I make mistakes especially in conversation but I don't mind as long as I'm understood. I practice Norwegian on Duolingo too and I agree that it's easy to relate to English. I've heard it said that Norwegians can understand both...

Dypet Rod wrote:Now that's something from Duolingo I find more useful xD.

Speaking of Duolingo, I was just working on some german there. I clicked on the phrase Gewalt ist eine Gefahr, and who do I see at the top comment? I was like:

I had to google this condition(?) as this is the first I've heard of it. I found an interesting article which said this: Happily, there are reasons to think such an awakening is possible. For one thing, many aphantasics dream in pictures and some see flashes of imagery under certain circumstances, s...

For anyone doing this or interested in this meditation: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=800&hilit=Inanna I just wanted to share a variation I found helpful. Instead of doing 88 reps of Innana I'm doing 108 or 216 in groups of 9. Reason being I can vibrate them directly into th...

But, as HPS Maxine has written, one could just as easily do it at work; all it requires is to put all your attention onto whatever it is you're doing, to the exclusion of everything else. You'll know you hit the zone because all the worry's, fears and things that swirl around in/at your mind 24/7 j...

The Jews go to Synagogue on the day of Saturn to do their Torah rituals and connect this into the day the energies of Saturn are the strongest. All of their churches, mosques and synagogues and symbols are designed to connect into the energy of Saturn. If one feels the energy of the enemy its alway...

I love this sermon! I thought surely this will lead to a great discussion leading in all different valuable directions! Instead of just a full 50 pages of Dictionary Class. I appreciate the discussion on language, but it also seems like that could be under its own topic so that Cobra's sermon can g...

Void it's good even for hung-ups and addiction! It's the most useful meditation :D Definitely! I used it a lot when I quit smoking this year and it was a big help. I also did a sun square to help boost my mood and affirmations but the void was what I used to distract from the constant cravings thro...

Its true that one who does void meditation regularly (and everyone should do it ) can easily banish negative thoughts and emotion.. This is why I wanted to emphasis this as void meditation can be done anytime even at work or while doing menial chores around the house. There are 24 hrs in a day and ...

Have you looked at these?

https://www.bitchute.com/


https://www.minds.com/

Like Larissa said nothing is on par with youtube unfortunately but maybe with time one of these could take off.

To be honest, there are no such things as friends. I made the mistake of letting people get too close to me, and ended up fucked over because of it. So I trust absolutely nobody for my own personal safety. People who you may regard as brothers, sisters, friends, whatever also have the capability to...

I don't think it's stupid, alot of people feel this way I think. The big thing is to not give a care what people think when you talk to them and just be yourself. Try not to be rude of course but try to relax. You may be reading more into something you said and feeling awkward because of it which ma...

There have been quite a few topics posted recently from fellow SS struggling with depression. Besides the typical advice I just want to stress what personally worked for me. One thing I struggled explaining to someone was the usefulness of an active void meditation when stuck in a bad depressive sta...

I was recently trying to describe this to a fellow SS who was depressed but I think you explained it best! I learned how to do this during some bad phases in my life and found it can help get one out of stagnant/depressive states of mind. I've used it alot during work as well and it really makes you...

Thanks a lot for sharing these lyrics, they are really inspiring. I like black metal but never liked Thorns. I was just having some bad thoughts and questioning some things.... :cry: I rarely check this thread because, well, most BM is satanic to some degree. But glad I did, this got me right on tra...

For the munka working the recording sounds right to me. For the affirmations and from what I've heard other SS say you might want to separate those goals into different workings for more power. Choose most important first (probably money) then do the others later. Also be more specific: "I am N...

One way we are lucky as SS is we have a chance to get to know our true selves and desires through meditation and spiritual growth. When I was a teen I fell into a trap that it was cool to be promiscuous because my friends were. This was damaging to me for years after because by nature I'm monagomous...

Varg is like the anti MGTOW. If Varg can get a women any guy could get a women. :lol: Proof that confidence goes a long way. So how much of a hypocrit is he really? His oldest daughter Rebekka Sievertsen doesn't seem to take traditional family values very serious. https://archive.4plebs.org/dl/pol/...

Those affirmations sound fine. If you think they are from both current and past lives though you could try being more specific in the affirmation like: "(Chosen Rune) is permanently removing any and all current and past life issues regarding sexual hang ups, repressions and blockages from my so...

I heard of the Jos through a couple youtube channels. I put off checking out the site for a long while. Finally I saw this youtube comment where someone said a sun square could help cure bad habits. I wanted to quit smoking soon so I thought I'd try it. I was really surprised by the intensity I felt...

Thanks, I will try to look for that sermon. I agree we were more advanced in the past. For the eras and regions you are referencing it seems they were advanced due to they were mastering both left and right as we are meant to do. In western civilization we have been separated from the feminine and a...

Hp Mageson, do you think there have been old cultures that were more on the right brain side, almost opposite how our society is now?

I always wondered if some tribal people that never advanced technology had this or maybe some cultures with writing that only used pictographs/heiroglyphs for writing.

Thanks for saying this as it needs to be talked about more. I had a daydream after reading this how great would it be to play this as a speech over loudspeakers in shopping malls worldwide. I can imagine the shocked looks of self righteous indignation on both men and womens faces. Beneath it I feel ...

I was once close to a sagittarius and he revealed the same exact thing to me. The thing is I didn't notice this when I saw him interact with others but it seemed to bother him as well. I just couldn't relate because I'm a fixed sign and I have a hard time changing for anybody :lol: I think you're pr...

I haven't read that book but most if not all financial experts say to start saving for retirement asap due to the power of compound interest. I agree that one should start putting money away for retirement as soon as possible. At least get your companies match otherwise you are throwing away free mo...

I'm the same when it comes to this. I don't like meat and I don't want to contribute to factory farms. I eat dairy and eggs but buy as much from organic and cagefree/humane farmers as I can. I don't like to promote veganism inadvertantly from this though, because I've always agreed it's unhealthy. O...

Check out this thread:

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It could be revived or someone could start a new one

Dypet Rod wrote:Perhaps we could all share how each of us came to know the Joy of Satan?

I have never had any luck meditating with music. It causes too much stimulation and I find myself getting bored with meditation or too edgy. In fact if there is anything I don't like about the music it seems even more irritating than usual. For physical yoga I wouldn't mind listening to some music b...

I think this a good way to visualize it, especially how you have the energy coming from front and back.I always did it coming from the front and when I tried it your way it felt much better. Maybe it would be even better to see the chakra colors themselves brighten or even be absorbed by the white-g...

I always like to mention that because it happened to me once that I was eating like crap and not getting sun for a long time and lost a lot of vitamin d and iron. One doc told me to take depression pills but I just needed vitamins, lol! I wanted to say one last thing for the anhedonia,as I may have ...

Thanks for sharing this Zola! I have to admit I've said similar things and often feel like I'm a bother. Reading it from your perspective makes the idea seem silly. I think this can help a lot of new people who are struggling with different issues.

For low energy have you tried the 5 tibetan or 10 tibetan breaths? I'm not sure how to link it but you can find them in the yahoo groups under files as PDFs. @ Luis: I find physical exercise does help when I do a combo of cardio, strength training & yoga. The problem is sometimes it's hard to fi...

I can relate to this but in a different way. Though it's hard to give advice on such an important life decision I can share what happened to me, and who knows, maybe that can help? I faced a similar decision and was torn between going in debt for college and being forced to live with my Mother longe...

I found this really useful and have been using it with the Innanna astral senses meditation. @HML: I think he might be going for a silverish vibe with this one? I have a hard time picturing silver so I just use a white gold for now. https://i.imgur.com/EjJoQxu.gif https://i.imgur.com/Q3CKoXC.gif htt...

I don't know the answer to your question, but I just want to suggest you post this in the joyofsatan666forum because more people will see it there and maybe someone else can answer. what could a cause of disorientation be? a spiritual answer, please. I get disoriented and I hear the voices of people...

Did the doctors also try to rule out physical causes like nutrient deficiencies or thyroid issues? I know some run these tests for depression but in some instances you may have to ask.

I wish it was easier to criticize jewish music but its difficult because in jewish music you see the jewish soul. And if you can't see the jewish soul then you can't understand what about jewish music is... what it is. Rush and Death and Mendelssohn make a lot more sense when you're red-pilled on t...

Thanks Aquarius that's exactly what I meant. I did not mean to imply that one is necessarily better than the other. Overfocusing on left brain and shutting down the right brain is one of many ways used by the enemy to keep us down. If more people had their intuition developed for example we would no...

What type of psychological problem? Is this for the anhedonia you mentioned before? Runes can be very helpful and easy to adapt to your situation: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html Wunjo for happiness Algiz for banishing negative energies. Sowilo for strength willpower and confi...

I think most kids are closer and more connected to the astral. They take kids at age 5 or sometimes 3-4 and start indoctrinating them in unnatural left brained thinking institutions for a reason. Then you have elders that constantly say it's only your imagination, thats not real etc. Kids learn fast...

Have you heard any of these yet? http://www.angelfire.com/josgreece/Satans_Library_Index.html I'm not sure how often it's updated but there seems to be a lot of info on there. Just click on both new and old library as it says some links are broken. it would be awesome if these could be translated to...

Both of course! :D If I had to choose I would say color. While I can't speak for others it has been my experience while developing visualization skills that it's harder to get a feel for colors than it is for gold, white-gold or white light. For people with real bad or nonexsistent visualization the...

I've been picturing the heart chakra like the pic below with two pyramids meeting at the bottom. When they spin, it's like a top. Is this wrong or are both right?

Sorry for poor quality. I just trimmed a generic pic for demonstration.

That's weird I thought I replied to this once but it didn't go through.. Anyhow that makes me feel better about doing mudras actually. It's not good to worry about if one is counting wrong for example. I like how you split up the chakra work too to keep things balanced. Something I'd like to try whe...

This story has always bothered me and it doesn't have a happy ending in sight. It reminds of those horror/thriller movies where the victim seems to finally have an escape from an impossible to beat monster/villain. They are in a dark street running and they get picked up by them in a car or they run...

I think I like bad jokes too

Dypet Rod wrote:
Got it. When you vibrate "Mail", your chakras open as easily as a mail envelope.

Terrible joke, I know. Just the type I like xD But just kidding. I'm pretty sure you meant Maum.

Thanks Lydia, it makes a lot more sense to go by feel when doing mudras with mantras. I think it will help to not have to worry about something like reps or if one is doing it right etc. I like how you split up the chakra work too, this way everything gets attention. That's something I'd like to imp...