Eligos ritual is great. Although, I should have kept it more positive energy. I felt myself in the ritual because of the call to bear truth and Justice.
It made me angry to have been deceived, tricked, stolen, and cursed from by these alien races. No shit, had one steal something from me and he tried to “help” me find it. Stole my ideas too.
I want vengeance against the slander and unfairness given. I’ll do everything that I can to see this through till the end

It has been a great week, my business is doing well but is challenging me to push and meet/excel expectation that some people have of me.

Spiritually I did not excel this week, I missed doing my 6 day streak, this time I’m making it 10 day streak I gave myself a way out and now it’s time to pay in!

since I have cut back on caffeine to 0 my anxiety and sense of well being is much higher. I no longer feel depleted and my gastric system thanks me. Going to get my decaf on!

Dreams, I had a really good dream Wednesday I think. First dream, I appeared within a corridors with doors lining each side, feeling impending hide and seek I rushed down the doors and went inside and hid behind some curtains hoping they wouldn’t come in. I held my breath trying to not will them to come in. I was suddenly grabbed through the curtains and started getting my belly tickled ? This was enough to wake me up as it scared me lol. I could feel the sensations of being tickled very vividly.

Pretty interesting! Thank you for all you support. I’m going to work much harder now

I am on day 6 of 40 day program. I feel really good about this. Focus has been a crutch and it getting better.

I can begin to feel more in control if the mind ever so slightly. Before I’d have to spend an hour thinking about random shit before I really got down to business, now it’s only taken half an hour to do the beginner program.

My goals are to improve senses in my dreams, I may have to say good bye to caffeine for awhile and start practicing yoga to let energy pathways travel u hindered especially for sleep.

Thank you to the active members of JoS keeping this dream alive