Terrible situation.

[Johndoe667]

Greetings to all SS gentiles

I am a young man from a third world country, just left my teen years, still a kid i guess, i'm stuck with an abusive christian family, these people that i no longer consider my family are the lowest that you can possibly imagine, I don't want to get into much details, the situation was always bad and was getting worse in the previous years until it reached breaking point recently, I don't have a job nor anywhere to go, they are fanatical israel-loving mentally retarded christians that have abused me in every way imaginable, it can't go on like this anymore, i've decided that they must die, and they are going to die one way or another

But I don't want to die with them... I'm young, physically acceptable, not very ugly and smart, plus i'm an SS, they are the exact opposite of all of this

I've considered myself an SS for about 3 years now, lurked on the forums, made a few dozen accounts to post things, i stand for everything the JOS represents and i know that the only hope i have is here

The only thing i ask of you who is reading this is to help me in regards to black magic, i've made a few posts inquiring about the differences between the color black and grey, about the phospenes phenomenon and it's relationship with the chakras...

When i normally do the black magical workings i visualize the target and i visualize their chakras in their respective places but black and devoid of light, i them vibrate the hagal rune into each one of their chakras each rune colored with the colors that corresponds to the particular chakra, at the same time i breath in black energy into their chakras, after this i visualize their subtle bodies black and i them vibrate the hagal rune colored green one last time while also breathing in black energy into their subtle body, i them imagine the target in a grey aura with red "edges" and repeat an affirmation while visualizing them dying...

Sometimes when i do this ritual, the phospenes in my eyes turn green and form a very bright ring in the blackness of my closed eyes, that by itself makes me have hope that it is working, because of the heart chakra and it's functions, but this green phosphene doesn't appear always and i don't know exactly what triggers it

I'm at a terrible situation and i have about 3 months left maybe not even, i don't want to contact the gods and i also don't want to die, i'm thinking about doing saturn squares on them also

Do you have suggestions?

 

[serpentwalker666]

Greetings to all SS gentiles

I am a young man from a third world country, just left my teen years, still a kid i guess, i'm stuck with an abusive christian family, these people that i no longer consider my family are the lowest that you can possibly imagine, I don't want to get into much details, the situation was always bad and was getting worse in the previous years until it reached breaking point recently, I don't have a job nor anywhere to go, they are fanatical israel-loving mentally retarded christians that have abused me in every way imaginable, it can't go on like this anymore, i've decided that they must die, and they are going to die one way or another

But I don't want to die with them... I'm young, physically acceptable, not very ugly and smart, plus i'm an SS, they are the exact opposite of all of this

I've considered myself an SS for about 3 years now, lurked on the forums, made a few dozen accounts to post things, i stand for everything the JOS represents and i know that the only hope i have is here

The only thing i ask of you who is reading this is to help me in regards to black magic, i've made a few posts inquiring about the differences between the color black and grey, about the phospenes phenomenon and it's relationship with the chakras...

When i normally do the black magical workings i visualize the target and i visualize their chakras in their respective places but black and devoid of light, i them vibrate the hagal rune into each one of their chakras each rune colored with the colors that corresponds to the particular chakra, at the same time i breath in black energy into their chakras, after this i visualize their subtle bodies black and i them vibrate the hagal rune colored green one last time while also breathing in black energy into their subtle body, i them imagine the target in a grey aura with red "edges" and repeat an affirmation while visualizing them dying...

Sometimes when i do this ritual, the phospenes in my eyes turn green and form a very bright ring in the blackness of my closed eyes, that by itself makes me have hope that it is working, because of the heart chakra and it's functions, but this green phosphene doesn't appear always and i don't know exactly what triggers it

I'm at a terrible situation and i have about 3 months left maybe not even, i don't want to contact the gods and i also don't want to die, i'm thinking about doing saturn squares on them also

Do you have suggestions?

Firstly you need to focus on finding a job and a way away from these people. That needs to be where your energy goes as that should be your most pressing concern right now. You can do the cursing and everything else after you are financially stable and have a place of your own to live.

You need to do a formal ritual to Satan and ask him to help you in finding a way out of this. Ask him to have your Guardian Demon assist you in this process. Wmbe consistent in your meditations and gradually make steps to advance your material life as it's very important to have enough money to survive as times are very hard and it will not get easier for quite some time.

Focus almost entirely on this and a good working. Pick a date from the satanic calender and go from there.

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Do not feel discouraged. Being on your own in life can be very difficult as I know what it is like to be dependent on others who are not good for you, while not having the means to support oneself financially and no place to run away to. I have dealt with that for much of my life and many others have experienced the same.

The Gods will guide you. Make sure to keep advancing and watch for signs on what you need to do from here. Also look into any resources in your country that may be able to assist you with employment, housing or anything of the sort.

I know you said you are in a third world country, if the resources are not there, try to ask the gods to guide you to someone who can assist you with employment, finding a job or something for the time being so you can then get your own place.

Look into study or work visa options for other countries if you must, but that should be a long term thing to look at as that always takes time and the matter you are experiencing is pressing and time sensitive.

The sooner you act and move forward the better. Have faith in yourself, in the gods, and your workings and you will come out of this stronger than ever.

 

[Henu the Great]

Don't mess with squares like that because you end up hurting yourself badly, especially with the Saturn square.

Perhaps the energy for this spell is better used to get breathing room by binding them and doing returning curses 1&2 and then finding means to get paid with the assistance of a money spell. That way you would be able to live on your own.

If you only focus on hurting them you end up hurting yourself too.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

I'm at a terrible situation and i have about 3 months left maybe not even, i don't want to contact the gods and i also don't want to die, i'm thinking about doing saturn squares on them also

Do you have suggestions?

It is easier to use Ansuz and free yourself from the specific obstacles they place on you, rather than attempt to black magic them until something else happens, which may not even make life easier. Combine this with binding and doing RTRs on them, if needed.

Also, why do you feel like you might die?