Question #4200: I'm afraid of absorbing the energy around me, how not to harm my loved ones?

[AskSatanOperator]

I am very afraid for my parents, I am afraid that my aura will eventually eat their lives. how can I avoid this? I feel that my aura is bigger than a house and I can absorb a huge amount of energy. how can I focus or what can I do to avoid harm? also I am afraid of eating their karma and negative energies. i am thinking of starting to do foundation meditation in a park or forest but it hurts me to think that i can only do it once a day and i want to do meditation often. sometimes i unknowingly block my aura and i feel very bad about the lack of energy.

 

[AFODO]

If you feel it too expanded, contract it, contract it back after every foundation meditation, and every time you feel it too expanded. And simply do not expand it that much. You can have any amount of energy in any size of space.

 

[Hs666]

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Your aura does not "eat" anyone. You can create harm only if you have programmed your aura for this purpose.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

If you hate your parents or feel a strong rage against them, you can unconsciously create damage to them with your powers in the form of negative energies sent to them. If it's not the case, I do not think your aura can damage them.

Regarding negative energies, yes, they can affect you as dirt on your aura, so you'll need to keep your aura clean most often.
If your house is xian and full of xian symbols, this is not good, as this stuff is often embedded with negative energies or thoughtforms formed by xian prayers along the years that may harass you, or you can pick up negative energies. It depends also on how much you are empathic with your environment, that is also seen in your Natal Chart (very sensitive Moon or Neptune placement, as far as I know).
If you have a powerful aura programmed to protect you, this will affect you less, sending negative energies away.

As suggested, you can shrink your aura to be smaller (but holding the same power) so you will pick up less negativity around, as you will probably keep your aura inside your own room that should be cleaned and protected from negative influences so you'll stay in a quiet environment, your "clean area".