Question #2931: Love visions I want to get rid of and storing energy

[AskSatanOperator]

At times I hug my pillow and my reason tells me it's to sense for physical object. my mind is saying "love" because that's what they taught me to believe, I notice it as humor rather. I wanted to see it either as energy stored or maybe it's some sort of implant repeating itself.
And ir brings me more reasons I should be careful for love anger or being triggered, since anything outside of pure untainted awareness can be exploited and there's FATAL unknowns.i was looking at it as inventory tbh

Maybe the runes are ideal for freedom for this sorts, I am just starting. It kinda seems like there are lable traps everywhere once something of free range labels designed for the farm

extremes of anger, fantazing about terrible things , reason to simmer down and the before doesn't matter tomorrow. Meanwhile there's tons of wasted energy and the subtle behavior is triggered and keeps repeating over.
It's crazy, has anyone noticed the insane world we are living in, and btw if you spy on others it's the same thing. Tell me if this is energy harvesting!! or farm land mayhem
What's the focus on pure awareness, should I love father satan father enki or a demoness till my heart drops?
Also please answer about demoness human relationship or commitment, not sure about guardianship lmao And can demoness look deformed or non human like or shapshift and about satans demoness, are there any and any shared stories will help understand the other side and how the inventory here can probably fail there maybe