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Endurance on this Path: Should I give up?

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Although my writing is focused on one person's concerns, many people could stand to be reminded of this answer.

AnarchyRising said:
I apologize if this seems desperate or unhinged, but my life is in a predicament. I will try to convey this calmly and return to a cooler state. This may be a bit long for some to ingest.

In April of 2022 at 33 years old, I dedicated my soul to Satan some months after finding this organization, seeking knowledge elsewhere, and studying the bible and realizing that is monstrous, fundamentally communist, and untrue. :idea: I have had some paranormal experiences since my dedication, but I don't know if this was the right choice as I observe many evil elements of Satanism (or the corruption of it). For brevity, I'll withhold the details of many negative observations I have about Satanism (or the corruption of it), some of which even come from posts, articles, and videos affiliated with this organization, though I am intrigued by the Joy of Satan, and I might even be willing to support it if I find the tools to recover spiritually, financially, and legally. Nonetheless, I came faithfully in my belief that Satan is the true creator of humanity and that national socialism is the political cure for the human condition.

:arrow: I understand that I am responsible and take ownership for my character flaws, shortcomings, and downright immorality, but whoever God is, I currently doubt and reject that he is a force for good, though I am respectful and open to being convinced otherwise even without divine intervention. I am humble in accepting my role in my tribulation, but I have been battling very hard for myself and others against the enemy, taking great risks to do so. I find that God / Satan / whoever may not care as the Jews follow me around and come after me. I have a particular contribution with my website (currently live) and my videos (that used to be public), and I used to lead a local political activist group. I realize that I have power and talent to help myself and others - something to offer - and I really wonder if the demons really do care or if this is the same pathetic type of relationship I had with "God" when I was a Khristian. I have read other posts on this site that say the same. As Nietzsche said, "God is dead!" Others have been through much worse, but I have been on a ride to the bottom for some time now. Gee, this life was full of heartbreak, and then society collapsed, and everyone died. :cry:

I don't know how y'all learned all of this stuff about Enochian tongues, Sanscrit, telekinesis, runes, and more. I notice this site is evolving and progressing, though I wonder why pages about the American Indian Victimization Hoax and the Wealth and Prosperity Ritual were eliminated. I love the support for national socialism, but I don't know if I trust this organization. I'm just giving this a shot as a neophyte. I'm certainly not spiritually adept. :)

Maybe I'm not performing rituals correctly. Maybe I'm not healthy enough mentally to achieve the desired outcome. Maybe I don't praise the demons enough. It doesn't seem like the meditations are helping whether I follow them exactly as posted or if I meditate on my own. Despite this humility, I resent this reoccurring theme: "I messed up. I'm not good enough." I came to Satan during a time of great need, and the contract made was for assistance in the completion of my endeavors in exchange for my soul. Now, I'm living with Khristians who I cannot practice magick around unless they are away (which is not often). I went to efforts to make a black mirror, get the right candles, print the sigils, etc. in order to contact Eligos. Nothing. I'll try a 3rd time and see if I receive any telepathic thoughts or some trace of his presence, but it seems it will be to the same effect. I'm on my own; however, the demons may be working for my betterment without making themselves known. I have no idea. I don't even have much time to gain more spiritual knowledge (or if it's even worth my time).

Of my many woes, the main struggle I face is my outstanding misdemeanor traffic case in addition to living poor, being removed from my past living arrangement due to an outburst of a longtime companion, and having no social fulfillment. I can't even drive my 20-year-old car without the threat of arrest which confines me to my life among the Khristians (nauseating). I HATE KHRISTIANITY. :!:

I'm unable to wait around and to keep fighting on my own. I have done a lot to push myself forward and continue to move when things are tough. Either I start really learning how to get the results I need to make a recovery now, or I will be overcome and trodden down by the enemy and have my life destroyed all the while I'm surrounded by what's left of my Khristian family who tries to coax me into taking Jew pills and won't support me in the path I choose. I will not give into fear, but I will leave this "left hand path" if I don't find the key to my redemption. I have been through a lot and have missed important chapters in life, and little to nothing seems to be improving. I wish I could cry, but I just don't anymore. Maybe I've gotten stronger.

...and how did the Jews get so powerful and bring humanity to such a low state? Is this some sort of deliberate trial for Satan's creation? What battle did Satan lose, and why do we have to suffer as a result? :?: :?: :roll:

Overall, I'm thankful for the opportunity to post. I don't usually ask for guidance. Time is running out.
Peace to all of you. Hail Victory 666.

First off, thank you for sharing your concerns, as it is important to be conversational and open about your problems. There are misconceptions that you have, which I will do my best to clear up:

You must understand that the Jews have hijacked this planet for thousand years, abusing us and cutting us off from the Gods; pretending to our masters. Although it has averted even worse conditions due to the influence of the Gods, it has been left in a miserable state as a direct result of the enemy. In order to fix something which has degenerated so badly, this takes a massive amount of effort and also TIME.

It is very common for humans to not have a scope for this problem and its solution, therefore we may think that the Gods may not be helping, because we expect things to happen much too quickly. We demand that a disaster, thousands of years long, should be resolved within perhaps a few months, and because this didn't happen, we assume that no help has arrived, and we begin to panic or question our loyalty.

I understand that it is hard to feel optimistic, as you are facing many different problems, but if you let your loyalty to the Gods, or to this path, falter as a result of the conditions creating by Jews and Christians, then you will simply have nothing, as you would have detached yourself from an energetic support network.

It is very important that you do not do anything drastic or self-destructive in this regard. The Gods are aware of everything, including your struggle and how it is testing you. On a personal level, it takes time to reverse the course of negative circumstances, especially if you are in the beginning stages of advancement and growth.

-------------------

Your dedication to Satan is that of a mutual partnership, not one where you have sold your soul in exchange for immediate cash. He is interested in working with you, not possessing a part of your being.

This again could have caused you some confusion, as you expected some sort of immediate change in your life due to this. In reality, the Gods try to invest in your growth over a long-term period. They do care about your life, but this can take time to resolve, and not all of it is immediately important to be addressed. This is the realism that comes with our path, and it should not be compared to the false and effortless "salvation" promised by the enemy.

This patience must also be applied to yourself as well, as your value changes as you grown and learn. You have a lot of potential as an SS, so do not beat yourself over your current state, or over a mistake that happened on one day. Stay focused on the long-term path, in which your prosperity lies.

-------------------

Do not doubt the result of your magic, although you should make sure you are following the steps to be successful, like being focused, calm, willful, and so on. Make sure you are following all the aspects of the 40 day guide, as each of these is crucial to success. It contains the fundamental exercises of this path, as far as a beginner needs to know.

Some larger workings and rituals can be harder to judge when you are new, but the simpler things, such as aura cleaning or raising energy, should give you some degree of self-evident feedback. Are you feeling energy, can you see changes when you work on the chakras? Did you open all your chakras?

Most of the magic does not require any props or anything. At most, you need some privacy in order to do your chanting, but a lot can be done with the mind. Do you have a bedroom in which you can close the door? You can do your yoga here, as well as chant at a soft volume. This is perfectly sufficient.

If you are living with Christians, you should avoid appearing as their enemy at all costs. Just say you are an atheist, or a non-practicing Christian. Do not antagonize them at all; you don't want them to try to ruin you. Meditating and advancing in private is a major strength, so do not lose this.

In regards to contacting the Gods, they hear you when you meditate on their sigil. You do not need to print a sigil, have candles, or mirrors. Instead, focus on their sigil and voice your concerns and questions. Continue to meditate on the sigil, perhaps for 5 or 10 minutes. Imagine energy coming off the sigil and connecting with you; this can feel empowering and give an energy buzz.

Eligos_21140.gif


This is how you link your soul and build a positive relationship with them. Do this very often, even daily. You can just open your phone and hold the sigil in front of you. Nobody needs to see. Feel the connection strengthening, just as it would if you were spending time with a friend beside you. Over time, it will become easier to sense or feel the thoughts and emotions of the Gods, and for them to guide you.

-------------------

There is more that can be said about the other concerns you have here. Above all, be PATIENT. Focus on developing your soul, as described in the 40 day guide. This will give you many options to deal with your situation. Also focus on your survival and basic needs. If you have food and shelter, things are ok for now, as you can use this to build up the rest of your life.

Things will change over time. Do not buy into depressing mentalities about the position of your life. We are living in a bizarre and broken world, so in many ways we have to develop our own rules. A clean and empowered soul achieves victory, so you must be focused on this at all costs.
 
Just to elaborate more here:

We are Satan's ground troops. With the demons as our commanding officers, we are on the battlefront of Earth, fighting both as a community, but also our own personal battles.

Together, we form a cohesive unit under HPHC, directing massive opposition towards the enemy. This is done as we each have dedicated personal effort towards this path, deciding that we will give time, money, and make other sacrifices in order to win our fight.

This can be illustrated as a unit in battle:
f6f09d2fe81bbd2e7d9e6b5db31f7abf.jpg


However, you can also see that the enemy will try to counter us, hoping we will crumble as a result of their attacks, in addition to the stress of life itself. Yet, if we are to panic and run, even on an individual level, this would lead to a total breakdown of order.

In history, whenever an army has routed and ran from the field, this was when it suffered the most devastating casualties. To counter this, discipline was instilled as a paramount quality to hold. As we have seen with the Romans, their ability to withstand frenzied barbarian charges allowed them to win. This was due to understanding the lessons of Nauthiz and Saturn, taught to them through the training by their commander.

NAUTHIZ.svg


Below you can see the panicking Hessian soldiers, routed by Satanic George Washington in 1776, leading to 800 captured enemy, with only 2 American dead. This victory itself only came after multiple defeats suffered by George Washington.
b158e24c-3b42-46f6-ba93-e421079ab019_1.6169bcaa715578b1132d901e5f3104a4.jpeg


Nobody is saying that you must withstand an endless fight, but they are asking you to hold your ground until reinforcements can arrive. This demands personal sacrifice, but a panic becomes contagious and creates unexpected holes in the battle line.

In our terms, this means less spiritual warfare and advancement being done, which compounds on itself and creates other negative circumstances, including a drop in energy, attack from the enemy, or other negativity in the world.

---------------------------

We can even see our Satanic brothers of the older generations, fighting what they knew was a losing fight. Hitler's elite Waffen SS, fought to delay the Communist Soviet Horde, knowing that this would save many German people from the rapes and killing which had and were happening. Notice the prominent victory rune attached to the helmet.

K2w-ouAcAG9JpfuzZT0XKoTSm5RH5TEhgbgB44hlpIo.png


Because of their sacrifice, which may have seemed hopeless in the moment, the Soviet horde was left battered and mortally wounded, unable to continue the world domination that the Jews hoped to gain. This bought us time to continue the fight at this very moment.

Many SS are dealing with problems, both large and small, but we must maintain a resilient perspective here. I am not asking for everyone to become Superman overnight, but to simply logically acknowledge and remember this lesson of endurance and loyalty to the path, and to the Gods.

Negative circumstances are a part of life, but over time we achieve victory. All of our efforts build upon themselves, even when they appear useless in the moment.

Do not accept that your life is negative, but tell yourself that you will remain patient while solutions continue to materialize. Sometimes, it can take months or years for things to change, but this is also true for the enemy and other people.

The Gods have waited for thousands of years to win the fight on Earth, and you are part of this, so it is best to keep this long-term mindset when things appear difficult.

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This is a very good post and must be taken deeply into consideration and understood. We have many struggles to overcome in our lives and the world. We are all fighting at our own pace to achieve victory in all aspects under Satan and the Gods. And in this community under the leadership of Commander Cobra.

This is the noble fight and we will be victorious in our battle and in our own personal battles. No matter how many times we may fall. We will pick ourselves back up and then continue onwards to the ultimate goal of creating a better world.

It is only through this fight, will we rid the world piece by piece of all of the issues and problems it is plagued by.

We have this gift of community. The gift of Satan's presence in our lives and the satanic strength inside.

Thank you Blitzkrieg. I hope this post helps many of our own that are struggling, in perceiving things in the proper manner and guides them.
 
Very motivational JG Blitzkreig.

This is the stuff I think about that keeps my vigor to keep fighting for our common cause here.

As time goes by I'll keep doing my best to give back to the community as much as as I have taken from it as in the knowledge, advice and support I get.

Thank you for such a wonderful post.
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Although my writing is focused on one person's concerns, many people could stand to be reminded of this answer.

AnarchyRising said:
I apologize if this seems desperate or unhinged, but my life is in a predicament. I will try to convey this calmly and return to a cooler state. This may be a bit long for some to ingest.

In April of 2022 at 33 years old, I dedicated my soul to Satan some months after finding this organization, seeking knowledge elsewhere, and studying the bible and realizing that is monstrous, fundamentally communist, and untrue. :idea: I have had some paranormal experiences since my dedication, but I don't know if this was the right choice as I observe many evil elements of Satanism (or the corruption of it). For brevity, I'll withhold the details of many negative observations I have about Satanism (or the corruption of it), some of which even come from posts, articles, and videos affiliated with this organization, though I am intrigued by the Joy of Satan, and I might even be willing to support it if I find the tools to recover spiritually, financially, and legally. Nonetheless, I came faithfully in my belief that Satan is the true creator of humanity and that national socialism is the political cure for the human condition.

:arrow: I understand that I am responsible and take ownership for my character flaws, shortcomings, and downright immorality, but whoever God is, I currently doubt and reject that he is a force for good, though I am respectful and open to being convinced otherwise even without divine intervention. I am humble in accepting my role in my tribulation, but I have been battling very hard for myself and others against the enemy, taking great risks to do so. I find that God / Satan / whoever may not care as the Jews follow me around and come after me. I have a particular contribution with my website (currently live) and my videos (that used to be public), and I used to lead a local political activist group. I realize that I have power and talent to help myself and others - something to offer - and I really wonder if the demons really do care or if this is the same pathetic type of relationship I had with "God" when I was a Khristian. I have read other posts on this site that say the same. As Nietzsche said, "God is dead!" Others have been through much worse, but I have been on a ride to the bottom for some time now. Gee, this life was full of heartbreak, and then society collapsed, and everyone died. :cry:

I don't know how y'all learned all of this stuff about Enochian tongues, Sanscrit, telekinesis, runes, and more. I notice this site is evolving and progressing, though I wonder why pages about the American Indian Victimization Hoax and the Wealth and Prosperity Ritual were eliminated. I love the support for national socialism, but I don't know if I trust this organization. I'm just giving this a shot as a neophyte. I'm certainly not spiritually adept. :)

Maybe I'm not performing rituals correctly. Maybe I'm not healthy enough mentally to achieve the desired outcome. Maybe I don't praise the demons enough. It doesn't seem like the meditations are helping whether I follow them exactly as posted or if I meditate on my own. Despite this humility, I resent this reoccurring theme: "I messed up. I'm not good enough." I came to Satan during a time of great need, and the contract made was for assistance in the completion of my endeavors in exchange for my soul. Now, I'm living with Khristians who I cannot practice magick around unless they are away (which is not often). I went to efforts to make a black mirror, get the right candles, print the sigils, etc. in order to contact Eligos. Nothing. I'll try a 3rd time and see if I receive any telepathic thoughts or some trace of his presence, but it seems it will be to the same effect. I'm on my own; however, the demons may be working for my betterment without making themselves known. I have no idea. I don't even have much time to gain more spiritual knowledge (or if it's even worth my time).

Of my many woes, the main struggle I face is my outstanding misdemeanor traffic case in addition to living poor, being removed from my past living arrangement due to an outburst of a longtime companion, and having no social fulfillment. I can't even drive my 20-year-old car without the threat of arrest which confines me to my life among the Khristians (nauseating). I HATE KHRISTIANITY. :!:

I'm unable to wait around and to keep fighting on my own. I have done a lot to push myself forward and continue to move when things are tough. Either I start really learning how to get the results I need to make a recovery now, or I will be overcome and trodden down by the enemy and have my life destroyed all the while I'm surrounded by what's left of my Khristian family who tries to coax me into taking Jew pills and won't support me in the path I choose. I will not give into fear, but I will leave this "left hand path" if I don't find the key to my redemption. I have been through a lot and have missed important chapters in life, and little to nothing seems to be improving. I wish I could cry, but I just don't anymore. Maybe I've gotten stronger.

...and how did the Jews get so powerful and bring humanity to such a low state? Is this some sort of deliberate trial for Satan's creation? What battle did Satan lose, and why do we have to suffer as a result? :?: :?: :roll:

Overall, I'm thankful for the opportunity to post. I don't usually ask for guidance. Time is running out.
Peace to all of you. Hail Victory 666.

First off, thank you for sharing your concerns, as it is important to be conversational and open about your problems. There are misconceptions that you have, which I will do my best to clear up:

You must understand that the Jews have hijacked this planet for thousand years, abusing us and cutting us off from the Gods; pretending to our masters. Although it has averted even worse conditions due to the influence of the Gods, it has been left in a miserable state as a direct result of the enemy. In order to fix something which has degenerated so badly, this takes a massive amount of effort and also TIME.

It is very common for humans to not have a scope for this problem and its solution, therefore we may think that the Gods may not be helping, because we expect things to happen much too quickly. We demand that a disaster, thousands of years long, should be resolved within perhaps a few months, and because this didn't happen, we assume that no help has arrived, and we begin to panic or question our loyalty.

I understand that it is hard to feel optimistic, as you are facing many different problems, but if you let your loyalty to the Gods, or to this path, falter as a result of the conditions creating by Jews and Christians, then you will simply have nothing, as you would have detached yourself from an energetic support network.

It is very important that you do not do anything drastic or self-destructive in this regard. The Gods are aware of everything, including your struggle and how it is testing you. On a personal level, it takes time to reverse the course of negative circumstances, especially if you are in the beginning stages of advancement and growth.

-------------------

Your dedication to Satan is that of a mutual partnership, not one where you have sold your soul in exchange for immediate cash. He is interested in working with you, not possessing a part of your being.

This again could have caused you some confusion, as you expected some sort of immediate change in your life due to this. In reality, the Gods try to invest in your growth over a long-term period. They do care about your life, but this can take time to resolve, and not all of it is immediately important to be addressed. This is the realism that comes with our path, and it should not be compared to the false and effortless "salvation" promised by the enemy.

This patience must also be applied to yourself as well, as your value changes as you grown and learn. You have a lot of potential as an SS, so do not beat yourself over your current state, or over a mistake that happened on one day. Stay focused on the long-term path, in which your prosperity lies.

-------------------

Do not doubt the result of your magic, although you should make sure you are following the steps to be successful, like being focused, calm, willful, and so on. Make sure you are following all the aspects of the 40 day guide, as each of these is crucial to success. It contains the fundamental exercises of this path, as far as a beginner needs to know.

Some larger workings and rituals can be harder to judge when you are new, but the simpler things, such as aura cleaning or raising energy, should give you some degree of self-evident feedback. Are you feeling energy, can you see changes when you work on the chakras? Did you open all your chakras?

Most of the magic does not require any props or anything. At most, you need some privacy in order to do your chanting, but a lot can be done with the mind. Do you have a bedroom in which you can close the door? You can do your yoga here, as well as chant at a soft volume. This is perfectly sufficient.

If you are living with Christians, you should avoid appearing as their enemy at all costs. Just say you are an atheist, or a non-practicing Christian. Do not antagonize them at all; you don't want them to try to ruin you. Meditating and advancing in private is a major strength, so do not lose this.

In regards to contacting the Gods, they hear you when you meditate on their sigil. You do not need to print a sigil, have candles, or mirrors. Instead, focus on their sigil and voice your concerns and questions. Continue to meditate on the sigil, perhaps for 5 or 10 minutes. Imagine energy coming off the sigil and connecting with you; this can feel empowering and give an energy buzz.

Eligos_21140.gif


This is how you link your soul and build a positive relationship with them. Do this very often, even daily. You can just open your phone and hold the sigil in front of you. Nobody needs to see. Feel the connection strengthening, just as it would if you were spending time with a friend beside you. Over time, it will become easier to sense or feel the thoughts and emotions of the Gods, and for them to guide you.

-------------------

There is more that can be said about the other concerns you have here. Above all, be PATIENT. Focus on developing your soul, as described in the 40 day guide. This will give you many options to deal with your situation. Also focus on your survival and basic needs. If you have food and shelter, things are ok for now, as you can use this to build up the rest of your life.

Things will change over time. Do not buy into depressing mentalities about the position of your life. We are living in a bizarre and broken world, so in many ways we have to develop our own rules. A clean and empowered soul achieves victory, so you must be focused on this at all costs.

I hope it is.. all I can do now is have faith..... Through tuff times.
 
war war war war war war , rest rest rest healing healing healing, strengthening foundation and spirituality the join war war war war again repeat until us can win war then war is over....

HAIL ENLIL, HAIL ANDRAS,HAIL FURFUR,HAIL LERAJIE,HAIL DECARABIA,HAIL NEBIROS,HAIL BEHEMOTH,HAIL MALPHAS,HAIL VALEFOR,HAIL VEPAR,HAIL ANUBIS,HAIL ASTARTE.
 
The Gods have waited for thousands of years to win the fight on Earth, and you are part of this, so it is best to keep this long-term mindset when things appear difficult.
Beautiful words brother, this is something I will keep in mind at all times, especially when in doubts or facing any difficulties on this path as you mentioned.
 
I love reading your articles. Sir, you've taught me a lot, thank you.

Because I know you'll always be here with us.
 
Just to elaborate more here:

We are Satan's ground troops. With the demons as our commanding officers, we are on the battlefront of Earth, fighting both as a community, but also our own personal battles.

Together, we form a cohesive unit under HPHC, directing massive opposition towards the enemy. This is done as we each have dedicated personal effort towards this path, deciding that we will give time, money, and make other sacrifices in order to win our fight.

This can be illustrated as a unit in battle:
f6f09d2fe81bbd2e7d9e6b5db31f7abf.jpg


However, you can also see that the enemy will try to counter us, hoping we will crumble as a result of their attacks, in addition to the stress of life itself. Yet, if we are to panic and run, even on an individual level, this would lead to a total breakdown of order.

In history, whenever an army has routed and ran from the field, this was when it suffered the most devastating casualties. To counter this, discipline was instilled as a paramount quality to hold. As we have seen with the Romans, their ability to withstand frenzied barbarian charges allowed them to win. This was due to understanding the lessons of Nauthiz and Saturn, taught to them through the training by their commander.

NAUTHIZ.svg


Below you can see the panicking Hessian soldiers, routed by Satanic George Washington in 1776, leading to 800 captured enemy, with only 2 American dead. This victory itself only came after multiple defeats suffered by George Washington.
b158e24c-3b42-46f6-ba93-e421079ab019_1.6169bcaa715578b1132d901e5f3104a4.jpeg


Nobody is saying that you must withstand an endless fight, but they are asking you to hold your ground until reinforcements can arrive. This demands personal sacrifice, but a panic becomes contagious and creates unexpected holes in the battle line.

In our terms, this means less spiritual warfare and advancement being done, which compounds on itself and creates other negative circumstances, including a drop in energy, attack from the enemy, or other negativity in the world.

---------------------------

We can even see our Satanic brothers of the older generations, fighting what they knew was a losing fight. Hitler's elite Waffen SS, fought to delay the Communist Soviet Horde, knowing that this would save many German people from the rapes and killing which had and were happening. Notice the prominent victory rune attached to the helmet.

K2w-ouAcAG9JpfuzZT0XKoTSm5RH5TEhgbgB44hlpIo.png


Because of their sacrifice, which may have seemed hopeless in the moment, the Soviet horde was left battered and mortally wounded, unable to continue the world domination that the Jews hoped to gain. This bought us time to continue the fight at this very moment.

Many SS are dealing with problems, both large and small, but we must maintain a resilient perspective here. I am not asking for everyone to become Superman overnight, but to simply logically acknowledge and remember this lesson of endurance and loyalty to the path, and to the Gods.

Negative circumstances are a part of life, but over time we achieve victory. All of our efforts build upon themselves, even when they appear useless in the moment.

Do not accept that your life is negative, but tell yourself that you will remain patient while solutions continue to materialize. Sometimes, it can take months or years for things to change, but this is also true for the enemy and other people.

The Gods have waited for thousands of years to win the fight on Earth, and you are part of this, so it is best to keep this long-term mindset when things appear difficult.

2a.jpg
We are strong if we united and stick to Our Father Lord Satan

Hail Satan
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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