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Emotional Pain and Healing

Blitzkreig [JG]

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Putting this here for others to see, as even if we have heard such messages repeatedly, they are very important. Many of us have taken alternative paths not just within this life, but through our past lives, as we fight for Satanism in a world that may not understand us. This has the unfortunate consequence of creating social and emotional conflict, in addition to what a normal person would face.

Although many of us rightfully put effort into the masculine aspects of the soul, we cannot ignore the feminine and other social elements. Even the strongest of warriors will lose themselves if they do not have emotional strength and advancement, and so this should not be taken lightly. This is currently seen within rampant PTSD and suicide rates of the military and other masculine careers, such as police and fireman.

The energy of Aries must work in conjunction with Libra, as both are lost without the other. We can see that Venus works hard to create something pleasurable and which attracts us. Although Mars likes to be independent, he cannot help, but fall in love with the grace of Venus. As a family and community spawns around this relationship, Mars now has a place to comfort him and give him something to fight for.

When warriors cite their reasons for fighting, they often cite their country and family and their obligations to that, which can be seen as the state of their lunar and venusian aspects of themselves. When this is taken from people, they become despondent and unhappy, no matter how athletic they are, or how much money they have. They can even become aggressive and antisocial, angry and frustrated.

Although such a man can dominate on the battlefield, he loses the war at home because he was unable to win within the realm of the mind and feminine. As such, his power becomes unguided and even self-destructive. Through a lack of understanding and knowledge, many do not even know why they feel the way they do, or what they can do to fix it. The modern world, in many ways, barely touches feminine health, viewing it as something for only crazy people to worry about.

For us to be truly advanced, we must have all of these aspects of us under control, healthy, and strong. We cannot call ourselves advanced if our soul has been emotionally worn down and liable to snap. Our spiritual power does not have a stable base to call home if this were the case.

Everyone must be very aware of this within themselves and their natal chart. Look to the state of your Moon, Venus, Neptune, even Mercury, and the houses in which they rule on your chart, as well as their naturally-ruled houses (like 12th for Neptune). Although this is not necessary to begin a generalized working for psychological health (see below), knowing where you are most likely to struggle is always important.

queen-of-cups-tarot-card.jpg


Late Bloomer said:
at least I'm not in that type of pain because I'm not able to feel it completely, it's somehow a victory, if I was still able to feel strong emotions I wouldn't last even a week before totally losing my mind and doing something terrible, out of control
When I talk about pain and suffering for my situation it's more a psychological condition than real pain, I don't feel anything to be honest, I don't know how understandable this can be

It is normal for the body to block out emotions in order to avoid pain, just as it tries to avoid physical pain. However, with emotional pain, the damage is more internal and harder to escape from, compared to a physical threat. If you think of our emotions like the water element, a damaged psychological state is like a polluted pool of water. Because of the pollution and trauma, it has trouble interacting with other sensitivities and emotions of life, either with other people or the person themself.

What you are going through is a real wound and should not be understated or downplayed. However, in this case, you are letting in negatively impact you way too much, as it had caused you to lose hope for the future, potentially threatening your ability to heal.

If someone had a large cut on their arm, they would not claim that it is who they are, or that it is not real, or that it will never heal, and so on. Instead of letting it bleed out or get infected, they would immediately bandage it and go to a hospital.

It is easier for us to not identify with this physical type of damage because we see it as external to us. This is harder to do with emotional pain, however it is just as necessary to do this, rather than let ourselves be consumed by depressing thoughts. It needs to be actively addressed, just like we would bandage our arm.

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As you are already familiar with meditation and so forth, that means your soul should be in a strong enough state to start working on this. This upcoming August 30th Pisces Esbat would be a terrific time to start a working with Wunjo to heal. You can use an affirmation as simple as x40 or x80 Wunjo and: "This energy of Wunjo has permanently improved my psychological health and happiness, in a fully positive way for me." x5 or x9

Visualize the pool of emotions and feelings within you brightening, purified, and your happiness growing. Fulfillment and happiness can take many forms and is different between people, so leave this broad. As the energy has been applied, you are a new person from that day on, even if not immediately obvious. This grows every day and continues as the energy repairs and upgrades you.

Do at least 40 days, but the more you do the, the better the result. Fully healing can take time, so you should do this perhaps even out to a year. I say this just to be realistic, not make you balk. From this working, you will feel much happier, but also have some backlash and have some upsetting periods. Do not worry about this, but make sure you take your cleaning and protection seriously in order to help this process.
 
Thank you brother!

I'll definitely do this too.
 
i would like to add something

a human being unable to feel emotions is no longer classifiable as 100% human and alive
he loses his humanity and his nature

our soul needs balance to function properly, the masculine and feminine aspects must work together
one needs the other in order to function and exist
neglecting this concept and rejecting one of the two sides will lead to disaster

without emotions, we are unable to truly live
for example, we simply wouldn't be able to understand the beauty of this life
or again, we would fail to understand a lot of basic things that make us survive
such as love and connection with others, our gods, and consequently loyalty, empathy, etc
society, a team, fails in this way
no one would care about others or even about themselves, the structure would collapse
one would be empty, without drive or direction, without purpose
emotions make life wonderful and worth living, they are themselves life
without these, we are empty, we are not alive, we don't function
we lose ourselves

obviously not all emotions are good and positive
some can hurt, destroy, and we shouldn't embrace misery, but that's another matter
the point is that as much as they can destroy they can create
but only by accepting and finding the right balance in this we can really live, make life meaningful and beautiful, with its positives and negatives
 
Over the last couple of years I have increased my discipline a lot, but my emotions have weakened. I had already planned to start a working on the 30th because this hurts. Your post encourages me to do so.
 
I really think I stumbled across this at the right time. There have been a number of things as well that have been coming to the surface psychologically. I may just consider that working :) Thank you Blitz!
 
This is possibly one of the most important things one will do in their lives for their overall well-being. Because nothing good can be built upon a Weak Foundation. And as such ,one may need to do this maybe multiple times before all the Traumas and Negative Emotions are exhumed. But after that your life will be infinitely better for sure.
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
" post_id=458600 time=1692135381 user_id=21286]
Putting this here for others to see, as even if we have heard such messages repeatedly, they are very important. Many of us have taken alternative paths not just within this life, but through our past lives, as we fight for Satanism in a world that may not understand us. This has the unfortunate consequence of creating social and emotional conflict, in addition to what a normal person would face.

Although many of us rightfully put effort into the masculine aspects of the soul, we cannot ignore the feminine and other social elements. Even the strongest of warriors will lose themselves if they do not have emotional strength and advancement, and so this should not be taken lightly. This is currently seen within rampant PTSD and suicide rates of the military and other masculine careers, such as police and fireman.

The energy of Aries must work in conjunction with Libra, as both are lost without the other. We can see that Venus works hard to create something pleasurable and which attracts us. Although Mars likes to be independent, he cannot help, but fall in love with the grace of Venus. As a family and community spawns around this relationship, Mars now has a place to comfort him and give him something to fight for.

When warriors cite their reasons for fighting, they often cite their country and family and their obligations to that, which can be seen as the state of their lunar and venusian aspects of themselves. When this is taken from people, they become despondent and unhappy, no matter how athletic they are, or how much money they have. They can even become aggressive and antisocial, angry and frustrated.

Although such a man can dominate on the battlefield, he loses the war at home because he was unable to win within the realm of the mind and feminine. As such, his power becomes unguided and even self-destructive. Through a lack of understanding and knowledge, many do not even know why they feel the way they do, or what they can do to fix it. The modern world, in many ways, barely touches feminine health, viewing it as something for only crazy people to worry about.

For us to be truly advanced, we must have all of these aspects of us under control, healthy, and strong. We cannot call ourselves advanced if our soul has been emotionally worn down and liable to snap. Our spiritual power does not have a stable base to call home if this were the case.

Everyone must be very aware of this within themselves and their natal chart. Look to the state of your Moon, Venus, Neptune, even Mercury, and the houses in which they rule on your chart, as well as their naturally-ruled houses (like 12th for Neptune). Although this is not necessary to begin a generalized working for psychological health (see below), knowing where you are most likely to struggle is always important.

queen-of-cups-tarot-card.jpg


Late Bloomer said:
at least I'm not in that type of pain because I'm not able to feel it completely, it's somehow a victory, if I was still able to feel strong emotions I wouldn't last even a week before totally losing my mind and doing something terrible, out of control
When I talk about pain and suffering for my situation it's more a psychological condition than real pain, I don't feel anything to be honest, I don't know how understandable this can be

It is normal for the body to block out emotions in order to avoid pain, just as it tries to avoid physical pain. However, with emotional pain, the damage is more internal and harder to escape from, compared to a physical threat. If you think of our emotions like the water element, a damaged psychological state is like a polluted pool of water. Because of the pollution and trauma, it has trouble interacting with other sensitivities and emotions of life, either with other people or the person themself.

What you are going through is a real wound and should not be understated or downplayed. However, in this case, you are letting in negatively impact you way too much, as it had caused you to lose hope for the future, potentially threatening your ability to heal.

If someone had a large cut on their arm, they would not claim that it is who they are, or that it is not real, or that it will never heal, and so on. Instead of letting it bleed out or get infected, they would immediately bandage it and go to a hospital.

It is easier for us to not identify with this physical type of damage because we see it as external to us. This is harder to do with emotional pain, however it is just as necessary to do this, rather than let ourselves be consumed by depressing thoughts. It needs to be actively addressed, just like we would bandage our arm.

--------------------

As you are already familiar with meditation and so forth, that means your soul should be in a strong enough state to start working on this. This upcoming August 30th Pisces Esbat would be a terrific time to start a working with Wunjo to heal. You can use an affirmation as simple as x40 or x80 Wunjo and: "This energy of Wunjo has permanently improved my psychological health and happiness, in a fully positive way for me." x5 or x9

Visualize the pool of emotions and feelings within you brightening, purified, and your happiness growing. Fulfillment and happiness can take many forms and is different between people, so leave this broad. As the energy has been applied, you are a new person from that day on, even if not immediately obvious. This grows every day and continues as the energy repairs and upgrades you.

Do at least 40 days, but the more you do the, the better the result. Fully healing can take time, so you should do this perhaps even out to a year. I say this just to be realistic, not make you balk. From this working, you will feel much happier, but also have some backlash and have some upsetting periods. Do not worry about this, but make sure you take your cleaning and protection seriously in order to help this process.

As per Indian standard time ,on esbath the moon is still ONLY in aquarius and not in pisces ..as per IST moon comes to pisces only on september 2 something
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
" post_id=458600 time=1692135381 user_id=21286]
Putting this here for others to see, as even if we have heard such messages repeatedly, they are very important. Many of us have taken alternative paths not just within this life, but through our past lives, as we fight for Satanism in a world that may not understand us. This has the unfortunate consequence of creating social and emotional conflict, in addition to what a normal person would face.

Although many of us rightfully put effort into the masculine aspects of the soul, we cannot ignore the feminine and other social elements. Even the strongest of warriors will lose themselves if they do not have emotional strength and advancement, and so this should not be taken lightly. This is currently seen within rampant PTSD and suicide rates of the military and other masculine careers, such as police and fireman.

The energy of Aries must work in conjunction with Libra, as both are lost without the other. We can see that Venus works hard to create something pleasurable and which attracts us. Although Mars likes to be independent, he cannot help, but fall in love with the grace of Venus. As a family and community spawns around this relationship, Mars now has a place to comfort him and give him something to fight for.

When warriors cite their reasons for fighting, they often cite their country and family and their obligations to that, which can be seen as the state of their lunar and venusian aspects of themselves. When this is taken from people, they become despondent and unhappy, no matter how athletic they are, or how much money they have. They can even become aggressive and antisocial, angry and frustrated.

Although such a man can dominate on the battlefield, he loses the war at home because he was unable to win within the realm of the mind and feminine. As such, his power becomes unguided and even self-destructive. Through a lack of understanding and knowledge, many do not even know why they feel the way they do, or what they can do to fix it. The modern world, in many ways, barely touches feminine health, viewing it as something for only crazy people to worry about.

For us to be truly advanced, we must have all of these aspects of us under control, healthy, and strong. We cannot call ourselves advanced if our soul has been emotionally worn down and liable to snap. Our spiritual power does not have a stable base to call home if this were the case.

Everyone must be very aware of this within themselves and their natal chart. Look to the state of your Moon, Venus, Neptune, even Mercury, and the houses in which they rule on your chart, as well as their naturally-ruled houses (like 12th for Neptune). Although this is not necessary to begin a generalized working for psychological health (see below), knowing where you are most likely to struggle is always important.

queen-of-cups-tarot-card.jpg


Late Bloomer said:
at least I'm not in that type of pain because I'm not able to feel it completely, it's somehow a victory, if I was still able to feel strong emotions I wouldn't last even a week before totally losing my mind and doing something terrible, out of control
When I talk about pain and suffering for my situation it's more a psychological condition than real pain, I don't feel anything to be honest, I don't know how understandable this can be

It is normal for the body to block out emotions in order to avoid pain, just as it tries to avoid physical pain. However, with emotional pain, the damage is more internal and harder to escape from, compared to a physical threat. If you think of our emotions like the water element, a damaged psychological state is like a polluted pool of water. Because of the pollution and trauma, it has trouble interacting with other sensitivities and emotions of life, either with other people or the person themself.

What you are going through is a real wound and should not be understated or downplayed. However, in this case, you are letting in negatively impact you way too much, as it had caused you to lose hope for the future, potentially threatening your ability to heal.

If someone had a large cut on their arm, they would not claim that it is who they are, or that it is not real, or that it will never heal, and so on. Instead of letting it bleed out or get infected, they would immediately bandage it and go to a hospital.

It is easier for us to not identify with this physical type of damage because we see it as external to us. This is harder to do with emotional pain, however it is just as necessary to do this, rather than let ourselves be consumed by depressing thoughts. It needs to be actively addressed, just like we would bandage our arm.

--------------------

As you are already familiar with meditation and so forth, that means your soul should be in a strong enough state to start working on this. This upcoming August 30th Pisces Esbat would be a terrific time to start a working with Wunjo to heal. You can use an affirmation as simple as x40 or x80 Wunjo and: "This energy of Wunjo has permanently improved my psychological health and happiness, in a fully positive way for me." x5 or x9

Visualize the pool of emotions and feelings within you brightening, purified, and your happiness growing. Fulfillment and happiness can take many forms and is different between people, so leave this broad. As the energy has been applied, you are a new person from that day on, even if not immediately obvious. This grows every day and continues as the energy repairs and upgrades you.

Do at least 40 days, but the more you do the, the better the result. Fully healing can take time, so you should do this perhaps even out to a year. I say this just to be realistic, not make you balk. From this working, you will feel much happier, but also have some backlash and have some upsetting periods. Do not worry about this, but make sure you take your cleaning and protection seriously in order to help this process.


Thank you for this blitz but I got 1 question , can I say x18 times for example and stick with the x9 for affirmation ?
 
codeine1337 said:
Thank you for this blitz but I got 1 question , can I say x18 times for example and stick with the x9 for affirmation ?

You can pick lower amounts if you would like. It will still work, but with reduced effectiveness than if more time or effort is put into the chanting.
 
Is revealing how 2 or 3 days after starting the work on the 30th it started to trow karma of Neptune and the Moon to the surface and go through out of the sixth chakra and the pineal gland.
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Is there an alternative word of power or rune for this working ? i'm currently in the middle of the working using Wunjo so i can't use that one yet.

Munyaka should work as well right ?
 
Donovandal said:
Is there an alternative word of power or rune for this working ? i'm currently in the middle of the working using Wunjo so i can't use that one yet.

Munyaka should work as well right ?

If you put some time between workings, you can use the same rune/mantra. You can see on the threads about planetary squares where HPHC clarified that we can even do a material and spiritual square simultaneously. Yet, 40 day workings are less sensitive in this regard, especially if you are focused and calm in your direction of the energy into these two separate goals.

Yes, you can use Munka in the form of a freeing working. You can also pick more specific energies, such as Berkano for Moon-related issues, Ehwaz for Mercurial-related trust and cooperation, Laguz for Neptune and its relationship with purity and dreaming, Gebo for romantic and intimate relationships, and so on. Look at your chart to see where you are most likely to struggle.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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