Embracing your Gentile beauty - Fighting against false beauty standards

[Shadowcat]

I hate my voice. It's deep and ugly. and wouldn't you know it it was actually the opposite before i hit puberty! I've gotten so sick and tired of people mistaking me for a man and finding my voice unattractive that I've decided to have laser surgery. Truth is it is deep because of a hormone imbalance I had as a teen and there are methods to correct abnormal vocal chords that have had excess testosterone exposure. I want my real voice back.

I had one lady on the phone years ago that wouldn't believe me that I was female and really was adamant about it and gave me a hard time. It got to the point where I took initiative to offer some form of identification. I'm sure I've turned a lot of people off with it and i myself don't like it.

I suffer from a hormonal imbalance, and the saddest thing is many of my female friends have some form of PCOS or Endometriosis. I've had mild PCOS since puberty. It's from all the harmful growth hormones and chemicals in our food and water supply I'm sure of it. It shouldn't be this widespread. It's definitely part of the agenda to attack us and further cause imbalance in our bodies. I don't suffer from the voice issue but my voice is a little deeper than some. I've mainly suffered with feeling more masculine than feminine even though I don't look it.

Have you ever tried Dong Quai? It's really good at regulating female hormones, it helps with estrogen production. I noticed I definitely felt more feminine when I was taking it and it helped me to have a more normal menstrual cycle. Much better than using synthetic estrogen in my opinion. But it might not work for everyone as everyone's bodies are different, just something to keep in mind.

We are all healing and deprogramming ourselves here slowly but surely, and we all have our own personal issues, insecuritie, and hang ups. But none of us are alone going through it at least. We are all on the path to overcoming them together. And we will! Step by step.

Wishing you all the best.
Hail Satan!

Yuupp. PCOS. I will try this herb, I have vaguely heard of it before. Thanks.

 

[Wotanwarrior]

While we are on the subject of problems, despite being a man with markedly masculine features, due to certain physical problems such as being overweight when I was younger, among others, it made that I always saw myself as ugly and unattractive.

 

[Aquarius]

I hate my voice.

I have heard you talk before and i can't say you sound like a man, this lady that ''mistook'' you for a man is deaf. Sure your voice is somewhat deeper than most woman but it is not unnatural for woman to have a deeper voice.

One thing that you can do however to get a voice that sounds more natural to you, is looking up some videos to ''improve'' your voice, or relaxing the muscles in your throat. But as i said i don't think there is anything wrong with your voice.

I agree with you. ShadowCat's voice doesn't sound like a man's.

 

[SapphireDragon]

Yuupp. PCOS. I will try this herb, I have vaguely heard of it before. Thanks.

Let me know if it helps you! Good luck, when I was taking it, it did kick start my period which caused a shit ton of cramping right before, mainly it's because my body wasn't used to having a monthly normal cycle. but after a while that stopped happening because my body got more used to it. Just be aware the first few menstrual cycles while taking this herb may do this to you too, but it's worth it in the long run.

 

[Kavya Shukra]

I hate my voice.

I have heard you talk before and i can't say you sound like a man, this lady that ''mistook'' you for a man is deaf. Sure your voice is somewhat deeper than most woman but it is not unnatural for woman to have a deeper voice.

One thing that you can do however to get a voice that sounds more natural to you, is looking up some videos to ''improve'' your voice, or relaxing the muscles in your throat. But as i said i don't think there is anything wrong with your voice.

I agree with you. ShadowCat's voice doesn't sound like a man's.

I haven't heard her voice, but her energy and vibe is very much so feminine.

 

[Shadowcat]

Yuupp. PCOS. I will try this herb, I have vaguely heard of it before. Thanks.

Let me know if it helps you! Good luck, when I was taking it, it did kick start my period which caused a shit ton of cramping right before, mainly it's because my body wasn't used to having a monthly normal cycle. but after a while that stopped happening because my body got more used to it. Just be aware the first few menstrual cycles while taking this herb may do this to you too, but it's worth it in the long run.

I never have had irregular periods. But I do get bad cramps, but only on the first day. After 5 days it's over. I would say it's the psychological symptoms that are the worst for me especially 7 days prior.

Just lock me in a room for a week and no one gets hurt

 

[SapphireDragon]

I never have had irregular periods. But I do get bad cramps, but only on the first day. After 5 days it's over. I would say it's the psychological symptoms that are the worst for me especially 7 days prior.

Just lock me in a room for a week and no one gets hurt

:lol: For me, I just become a dark cloud of depression and become dramatic and cry over everything. That's always an indicator of the incoming red visitor. Me watching TV "Why is this show making me cry so much I don't understand" later in the bathroom... "Ohh yeah that makes sense"

 

[SSinHeartandSoul]

:lol: For me, I just become a dark cloud of depression and become dramatic and cry over everything. That's always an indicator of the incoming red visitor. Me watching TV "Why is this show making me cry so much I don't understand" later in the bathroom... "Ohh yeah that makes sense"

Woman can be scary sometimes

 

[Shadowcat]

I hate my voice.

I have heard you talk before and i can't say you sound like a man, this lady that ''mistook'' you for a man is deaf. Sure your voice is somewhat deeper than most woman but it is not unnatural for woman to have a deeper voice.

One thing that you can do however to get a voice that sounds more natural to you, is looking up some videos to ''improve'' your voice, or relaxing the muscles in your throat. But as i said i don't think there is anything wrong with your voice.

I agree with you. ShadowCat's voice doesn't sound like a man's.

Thanks, guys .
Idk maybe the phone sounds different than an audio message. lmao :lol:

 

[HPS Lydia]

While we are on the subject of problems, despite being a man with markedly masculine features, due to certain physical problems such as being overweight when I was younger, among others, it made that I always saw myself as ugly and unattractive.

Do you still feel that way? Try a daily aura programming, Venus in Taurus next month, or even today with Moon in Taurus. Tell yourself that you are physically attractive and that you see yourself as handsome

 

[Power of Justice [JG]]

While we are on the subject of problems, despite being a man with markedly masculine features, due to certain physical problems such as being overweight when I was younger, among others, it made that I always saw myself as ugly and unattractive.

I made a post recently that I believe would be very useful to you Self-Concept: Blueprint Of Our Lives. If you see yourself exclusively as unattractive, that's how you're going to act and actually be. It doesn't take much at all to change the view you have of yourself.

No matter who you are—a gentile and especially a Satanist—you have more potential than you can imagine, but by holding a negative image of yourself, you likely can't even see it.

 

[SapphireDragon]

While we are on the subject of problems, despite being a man with markedly masculine features, due to certain physical problems such as being overweight when I was younger, among others, it made that I always saw myself as ugly and unattractive.

Are you feeling better about yourself now? Being overweight can definitely mess with your head and mess up your perception. Many obese people are beautiful or handsome but being obese hides that beauty and makes them think they are ugly.

Fat isn't attractive but the person you are under it can be. The healthier we get our bodies start looking more normal and then we can truly appreciate ourselves. But, emotional scarring doesn't easily just go away once healthy and at a normal weight. Some of that trauma may still linger and mess with self confidence which is why doing negative karma removals, cleaning the aura and freeing the soul with a munka working really helps.

As a woman with PCOS I often had weight struggles when I was a teenager because my hormonal imbalance, so I know all too well the damage that can cause to a person's self confidence. Hope you are doing alright these days in that respect. Wishing you all the best!

Hail Satan!

 

[Wotanwarrior]

I am already working to free myself from planetary karma, specifically now with Mercury, the Sun and Venus, I do not want to give specific details but in my natal chart I have several positions that make me have a tendency to this and apart from the past problem with being overweight there is another problem with my hair that is much more difficult to solve and it is not the same to start having this problem with 25 years that if it happens later when you are already in your 50s or 60s.

Thank you all for your advice, it is much appreciated.

 

[SapphireDragon]

I am already working to free myself from planetary karma, specifically now with Mercury, the Sun and Venus, I do not want to give specific details but in my natal chart I have several positions that make me have a tendency to this and apart from the past problem with being overweight there is another problem with my hair that is much more difficult to solve and it is not the same to start having this problem with 25 years that if it happens later when you are already in your 50s or 60s.

Thank you all for your advice, it is much appreciated.

I'm glad to hear you are working through the issues, good luck to you my brother, I hope you succeed in all your workings. I wish you well. If you find yourself needing to talk about anything you know we all care and are here for support as well!

 

[Sunny]

While we are on the subject of problems, despite being a man with markedly masculine features, due to certain physical problems such as being overweight when I was younger, among others, it made that I always saw myself as ugly and unattractive.

I made a post recently that I believe would be very useful to you Self-Concept: Blueprint Of Our Lives. If you see yourself exclusively as unattractive, that's how you're going to act and actually be. It doesn't take much at all to change the view you have of yourself.

No matter who you are—a gentile and especially a Satanist—you have more potential than you can imagine, but by holding a negative image of yourself, you likely can't even see it.

I'm sorry, but I disagree. Standard has its meaning and importance, the same goes for quality.

DNA care and improvement is a useful and necessary thing. In DNA there are all the instructions on every characteristic of the body; shape and size of the nose, eyes, chin, cheeks etc. This must be deciphered and understood completely.

As with the economic standard, so with the genetic standard there must be a minimum standard. I have met several girls. Some are very beautiful. Others are very ugly - genetic poverty and misfortune.

A woman cannot marry and have children with a homeless man, in the same way, with a man with the ugliest and most useless characteristics. (I offend no one with this).

Clearly, these non-biological treatments are not the best thing to do, but they are better than nothing, and the attempt to improve is a good thing.

 

[Power of Justice [JG]]

You're 100% right, what i meant was, you wont even take these actions unless it comes from within. Taking care of yourself, improving in the important areas, learning and improving upon your social skills, improving your looks, all of that is important. You can be the most confident, homeless, smelly, ungroomed, out of shape man there is, you wont attract a good partner that way, obviously.

 

[galician666]

Remembering to not fall for some black pillers that will tell man to race mix and to go to South East Asia because you aren't the 'role model' currently depicted by the Jews in charge so "its over for you". This is what the west is coming to, to be honest really sad and another part of the plans the enemy has alongside others. Im not against looksmaxxing yourself but just rememeber that fashion and beauty standards always change.

 

[assassin666]

I personally disagree with what you are saying.One has to love himself, by taking care of his body. It is the only way. I personally love to see myself in the mirror. By loving oneself (through looks), one achieves the true vanity. And vanity is important and necessary. Aesthetics matters. Looks are everything.
HAIL SATAN!

 

[Ion666]

You guys have to check out this song.. its amazing. I know some of you will like it! The whole damn album is amazing!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3cXDaQmm_uw

 

[Stormblood]

I personally disagree with what you are saying.One has to love himself, by taking care of his body. It is the only way. I personally love to see myself in the mirror. By loving oneself (through looks), one achieves the true vanity. And vanity is important and necessary. Aesthetics matters. Looks are everything.
HAIL SATAN!

Just remember that beauty to harmonious/balanced proportions. It can never be built with excess and deficit. For example, too much body fat (>10% in men), too much muscle, or being too thin. Any type of excess and deficit will never lead to virtues, and beauty is a virtue. Virtue lies in the middle.

 

[Yurei]

Remembering to not fall for some black pillers that will tell man to race mix and to go to South East Asia because you aren't the 'role model' currently depicted by the Jews in charge so "its over for you". This is what the west is coming to, to be honest really sad and another part of the plans the enemy has alongside others. Im not against looksmaxxing yourself but just rememeber that fashion and beauty standards always change.

SEAmaxxing is a jew plot for sure. While it's definitely true that dating in the western world sucks for a white man who isn't a chad, there is always another way that doesn't involve race mixing. Eastern Europe may be a more viable option.