Dragonheart666
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I admit.! And I will confess! Right here right now! I do have my problems! And yes I am a bit of a slob!. And I guess you can say that I am ashamed of myself, but I am also AWARE OF MYSELD TOO. ! And I am not perfect! I try to organize things? And it doesn't last long and sometimes it doesn't turn out the way I want it to be. And then having to start all over again! And sometimes making a big mess in the process! More to clean up and more to take care of! Because for one I am somebody that consumes a lot of things and spends money! Unnecessarily when I shouldn't! And this is when I should take the time to look into myself? And make positive changes! Room to grow! And being able to enjoy the clothes that I have and to be able to wear them! Without having to dig through the closet trying to find that so-called sweatshirt you want to wear for the day? And having to dig through my underwear drawer just to find whatever it is you're looking for? Will there to be your camera? Or your money! Or whatever it is that you've got stashed in there and can't find! I am somebody who has clothes and piles of clothes all over my fucking room! I'm not going to lie to you! I am lucky that I've got to clean toilet to sit on! And That is the one thing I brought of!.. SITTING ON a clean toilet! And having a clean shower! At least I have good hygiene in that area! when it comes down to it! Especially when I've got relatives and family that come to visit! In spite of the laundry sitting around and the clutter! That I have to deal with and it kind of weighs me down as well? And now I wonder why I'm moody? It's just like taking the time looking through yourself! And trying to figure out what your problem is! And trying to solve it! Sometimes along with cleansing the Mind Body and soul! We need to take the time to clean out our room closets and cupboards and drawers! Getting rid of unwanted shit? Old clothes that don't fit you! Old makeup! Tennis shoes with holes in them time to get rid of the old! And make room for the new! And positive changes! Because when your environment is clean! You are clean and you feel that energy! And there's nothing more beautiful than feeling clean! Emptying your head of all the negative! And the unnecessary! Retraining and reprogramming your mind for what you need and what is necessary that will help you grow mentally and spiritually! Well it's also the same thing when it comes to organizing your home and your room! And taking responsibility for your own shit! Just like one would take responsibility for his or her actions and their behavior! It really tells a lot about you when you keep clean! Especially with your home and where you sleep in your room! And how it affects your mind and your personality? Not to mention the fact that opens up your mind for new positive ideas! Especially at the first of spring when you want pretty flowers in your room! And when you want to buy new clothes for yourself! And being able to have that empty space room for thought! Creativity! Where you may want to hang one of your beautiful paintings! Or make room for a nice lamp! Or save that space for when you want to do yoga and stretch! Room for thought? Creativity! And I am somebody who loves colors and rainbows! And I am somebody who enjoys music and dancing! But when you don't have enough space in your room and because of all the Clutter that I have? I figured that it's time for me! To make some changes! And some positive changes! Not just in my room or my environment! But also myself as well! Because when you have a cluttered environment? It doesn't make you comfortable and therefore you get depressed and suppressive! Nobody likes to be bogged down with a bunch of junk and a bunch of useless shit! And you want to be able to feel free to make and create and make room! And to be able to have the freedom to roam about your room and dance and play your music and have fun! And being able to find the clothes that you want and need and hang them up! So you can get out and enjoy yourself and be among other people! And live and learn! And take that next step ahead! I read a couple of articles on here! One That HPS Lydia posted last year.. and another on HP HoodedCobra666 posted ! And I read them! And I was motivated by that! Both of them giving excellent advice! And then I take a good look at my room and everything around me! And through my hands up in the air trying to figure out where to start and where to go! Having to take things down in layers! Taking the time to look through things and enjoy doing so! Learning from the wise! And taking the time to look into myself as well! And is my turn now! To make some changes! And to make some self-improvement as well! And being able to make the time to go out and enjoy myself and have fun and do the things that I enjoy doing as well! And on a positive note!
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