Wow, I wish I read this years ago. I'm glad Father gave this context to you, it adds a lot more understanding of what we're dealing with and what's at stake Also I've noticed, in my limited interactions with Father Satan, that when he speaks he uses little words but the feeling/emotion in what...

It's a natural reaction. You'll even feel this from other meditations, more than likely. Just work on amassing more light/bioelectricity and try it again at another date