Hello fellow travelers. I am totally down, killing myself with marijuana, mentally and killing myself with inaction. I don't know what to do anymore. I was in remission for 7 months, but snapped, already 2 months in use, and 13 years in total. I feel like a dead man, there is no hope for the...

Hey, everybody. I feel like whining. Excuse me. I'm 32 years old, male. Or rather, I'm still a child mentally. I was disliked as a child, abandoned, my mom didn't even hug me. And then there was a life of complexes, constant anxiety and stress, lonely. Got into narcotics, and I'm still an...