in april I will have to attend the memorial of christs death and if I dont i might get kicked out, and the another problem is that my asshole cousin (a subhuman) might be there and he was a creep the last time I met him at that kingdom hall before I stopped going there. but if I go I will just...

I think i have covid 19 my forehead feels hot and i'm also very tired my mom also tested positive for covid 19 on a rapid test she began to tackle it with remedies thankfully please help, i want to get rid of covid fast

wow black people seeing the jews for what they really are? as a half black who hates his own race, this is very interesting to see I thought i was the only subhuman that likes nazis. he must be one of those smart blacks

Why can't I detach from subhumans? I want a better life for myself but i don't care about the rest of my own kind i would like to be part of a race that is smarter and better looks why the black awakening ritual instead? will bad things happen to me if I escape the subhumans? being subhuman...

I'm not full black but both sides of my family are subhuman but one is worse than the other If Satan made the black race then why are they so stupid? You don't understand what it's like to have subhuman family, some of it is good but most of it is bad and one way or the other all of it is...

I officially hate my own race Yesterday, my mom just began to move stuff around our home for three hours only to do just a few things (she wanted to makes things a little nicer where we live) that wasn't the only thing that made me finally hate my own race, but the three hours she wasted made...

I don't believe you, I have seen my dad and i can tell you he is retarded (but not enough to end up in a facility) and his family is also retarded and interacting with any subhuman (those really racially lower like retarded) is a waste of time from what i have seen from the black part of my...

My father wanted to have me come over every week and my mom agreed and the first day my dad also had some family over and they let their brains sink into the tv and I pretended to do the same. I didn't want anything to do with them because I knew even though I never met them that they were...

I'm sorry for not being more active on the forums but I want to ask you if there is any spiritual work I can do in my current situation? (while my mom is home but not looking)

I typed about why I was getting up at 4:30 morning some time ago but I dont think you read it I felt slight heat little sweat much acid in my stomach and lots of energy and was really horny one day at 4:30 and it continued for a few days but without the acid and the horniness And when I was...

My mom is still venting to her friends about the fact that I wont be coming with her to the khall anymore, should I worry about this? (but I do "zoom in" on both days now) And what about my waking up at 4:30 morning? My mom doesn't want me to do that because it somehow interrupts her sleep but...

I also forgot to mention that when we talked about my routine she mentioned that in order to be able to get and keep a stable job I must be able to talk to people and I agree with that but can anyone tell me where I can learn how to talk to people (and if I should tell my mom about it then also...

I was very surprised the next day, she returned to her usual mood but she still understands that I "abandoned" her but the fact that my fears didn't come true is amazing. She did vent to family and her friends but she didn't take any action yet but I hope she wont so I can have a chance to get...

I was very surprised the next day, she returned to her usual mood but she still understands that I "abandoned" her but the fact that my fears didn't come true is amazing. She did vent to family and her friends but she didn't take any action yet but I hope she wont so I can have a chance to get...

I did it, I told my mom I wont be going to the meetings and now I fear that I will be facing horrible things but I think I did the right thing. I hope I made a step forward but I now don't have to hear that khall music that makes me on the inside go insane. When I told her this, she put up a...

Somthing happened to me today, I did an rtr (I was unable to do rtrs for two weeks) and after that I really opened up to Satan. I opened an image of his sigil and started to talk about my worries and told him what I have planned and that I felt silly talking to an image and I did this for half...

I can only do one chakra at a time because i suffer from heavy aphantasia, can you suggest somthing else? I want to tell you about somthing that happened to me this morning because I woke up at 4:30 and I felt a heat on my body and I began to sweat a little and I felt a lot of acid in my...

I have trouble rolling my rs during rtr and I want to know if I can do something about it or is it the way I'm built? and is there a fast way to clean chakras for my daily meditation? (I like the suggestion of vibrating through blankets but I think silent is better)

I have trouble going to bed at a the right time and getting up at the right time, every time I try to get my bedtime right something so mysteriously keeps me from being able to please help I think there is some mysterious force that kept me from doing rtrs and cleaning my aura the last two...

I've been having trouble with my studies for months now, how do I get through my studies better?

I originally planed to tell my mom that I wont be going to the hall in sunday but she couldn't go so we zoomed in so that gives me one more week to make it count before we start separating. But I did talk to her about planning to move away but I did it in a way that it didn't make her angry (I...

I don't think it counts because it's not a job but it's something to help me get a job but I was enrolled in a remote (from home) high school so I could get a job, but that was a few months ago but I didn't say anything because it didn't immediately get me a job but I hope that counts for...

I have been thinking about what could happen and it even cut into my sleep a little, I want to know if the gods will back me on this choice I will be making. I hope my stalling until sunday is a wise choice because me telling her that I will no longer be attending the meeting will be the point...

Wrote that 2 days ago I find it harder to meditate in the day but it's easier at night but why? And should I just say no right now or should I give myself more time until sunday (I'm allowed to "zoom in" on wednesday) I think that if I say no right now my mom will have more time to damage me.

I haven't said no yet because of the convention so it means that I have time to prepare and so I would like to know how to use my time of a couple of days and a week to prepare for my saying no to going to the kingdom hall every week and no my mom doesn't really care if I pay attention to the...

I haven't said no yet because of the convention so it means that I have time to prepare and so I would like to know how to use my time of a few days and a week to prepare for my saying no to going to the kingdom hall every week

I'm gonna say no to my mom next time, but I'm worried that she may take action against me but I dont know if I have dark blue cloth for binding (but I think my mom has a cubby where she stores unused fabric) and the trees are too tall where I live. I'm afraid that I may have damage done to me...

I cant refuse to go along with the cult because I have no job or money and while the suggestion on jobs that need no qualifications is a good one but I dont know how to put it in motion and if I refuse now I might end up homeless in a subhuman area I need aura for protection against bad events...

I made all these posts but they went unanswered I was at the khall today and I didn't respond to even a simple hello from the "brothers" and this made my mom suspicious and she told me that I should connect with those zombies I feel that she wants to push me into that cult I have a problem...

my mom told me about my intensity being bad because I am like a wall to my "brothers and sisters" and she told me that I should open up to the "brothers". I dont want to open up to zombies please help

I read that next month will be terrible but I don't know what to do

I made a mistake, I meant a few days ago

I did an rtr x3+aura cleansing today on the same day she came home telling me about our financial situation and also telling me that she is heavily considering enrolling me into a vocational program that will help me be qualified for a job. I am so nervous but I think it is a sign from the gods...

A few days ago there was a jw convention and I looked at my mom while she was paying attention to it and she seemed like a total zombie with the cult speakers sucking her brains in and she was also in a bad mood when I distracted her from it like she was addicted or something. I am glad that I...

Today there was a jw convention and I looked at my mom while she was paying attention to it and she seemed like a total zombie with the cult speakers sucking her brains in and she was also in a bad mood when I distracted her from it like she was addicted or something. I am glad that I got away...

I did an rtr x3+aura cleansing today on the same day she came home telling me about a financial situation and also telling me that she is heavily considering enrolling me into a vocational program that will help me be qualified for a job. I am so nervous but I think it is a sign from the gods...

Is there a spiritual working I can do so I can have more time alone for rtr and aura cleaning because I dont think I will feel safe doing that in public Can looking at hentai dirty your chakras? I have a problem with how I use my time like social media (youtube) and I want to know how to stop

Those elders never came but they did it on zoom and only shepherded my mom and when they tried to reach out to me, I avoided it in a positive way. I want to know if there is a way I can get extra time alone so I can spiritually advance

please answer quickly I only have until tomorrow my mom said yes when 2 jw elders asked my mom to come over to have an in-person shepherding call and I want to know if there is anything that I can do to stop it or stop the elders from invading my personal space I hope the gods are gonna help...

My jw mom is home all the time but she goes to two jw meetings a week one at night and one in the day, but I stay home when the night meeting is going on so I do rtr and clean my soul but she has stayed home for two nights in a row (but attends on zoom) and I want help on how to get extra time alone

There was a jw convention a few days ago but it didnt really take as long as I expected which is nice but watching hentai is still better (I don't watch hentai anymore if you're wondering) but i want to know if there is anything i can do so i can make the best of it if it ever happens again can...

Wow the jw convention thing was only today and this came in today this makes me feel very good that you know about this

There was a jw convention today but it didnt really take as long as I expected which is nice but watching hentai is still better (I don't watch hentai anymore if you're wondering) but i want to know if there is anything i can do so i can make the best of it if it ever happens again can thinking...

I still have a problem with making that gold color of the solar chakra and my throat solar chakra are still small but it is now easier than before I did the affirmations I have a problem, I am very easily distracted and I feel like I lack motivation and I need help with that

I dont know who my GD is or how to talk to him and I am not advanced enough so how do I know who my GD is and how to get help from him?

yes financially independent so I can buy a place to live in without someone to bother me

Can someone infiltrate my congregation and help me become stable so I can finally leave it?

I forgot to tell you that the problem is that the hard time I have spinning my chakras are because I have a very hard time making the color yellow in my mind and so it comes out very tiny and my light blue chakra is also small but I still spin it easier than my yellow chakra but I often have a...

This is a alot and I like it and I will update you on things. I am having a hard time spinning my light blue chakra because it is small but not as hard as spinning my yellow chakra because I have a very hard time making the yellow color in my mind and I sometimes struggle to spin the orange...

I hate the sound of my voice when I am vibrating sounds and I want to know what i can do about it I have a hard time imagining things for meditation, do i have aphantasia? and I am afraid to come out of the closet but I will do it I have a thing for futas and I dont know how to stop it and I...

I have some things that I am afraid to ask and I dont know what to do

My mom would freak out of she ever caught me with anything that goes against her cult

She is part of a christian cult so if she ever found out (which she almost did) she would freak out

My mom has been hired for a remote job and I need to do f rtr but how am i going to vibrate stuff with my mom around or how am i gonna get more time to deep clean my soul for after f rtr?

How do I reprogram my energy while vibrating raum?

It feels like I have hard time imagining things but I somehow not take long with meditation that have me imagining stuff (like spinning my chakras) and my problem with my nose and throat is mucus buildup mainly in my throat but I also blow my nose often and I dont vibrate raum very much (i will...

Is there any yoga that can clean my soul? I am looking for an alternative to vibrating raum so I can save time I really want to learn about astrology and how to use it so where do I start?

I vibrate raum but it gets interrupted by nose and throat issues but I get it done

My cleaning takes long because of issues with my nose and throat so it takes an hour Also the reason I am looking for someone I can trust with my astrology chart is because I didn't learn to use it and I don't know where to start

I am very grateful for the team spirit but also very sorry for not keeping you up to date. My mom is planning for some kind of diet and exercise routine that actually seems to be for good, but how will I make time for cleaning my soul? Another thing I am thinking about is, should I trust...

I am still worried about the possibility me being jewish, is there a way I can tell if I am a jew?

I am over 21, why do you ask?

This sounds great but I haven't found a job that I can hide from my mom. I don't know if I can do that since I have very little time do much of anything but clean my chackras a few times a week (My mom is working part time). My mom doesn't have enough money for that and I really hate to show...

I didn't explain enough, when my mom was close I would feel a weight on my shoulders, everything would be fine when my mom was away but when I felt her influence, everything became hard to handle and I would feel a lot of negativity and I would lose focus and I didn't know why

There was something I forgot to tell you about, for some weird reason, my mom's presence makes my day worse but my it's usually better when she's away Can someone please explain what is going on?

I don't want anyone to carry me, I've had a taste of being carried for most of my life and I absolutely hate it. I am very willing to do hard work but have no idea where or how to start, talking to Satan's sigil sounds like an idea but I don't know how to do that either (I read that you need to...

There are several things preventing me from getting a job: My subhuman package won't help in any interview, I don't have any real work experience and since getting a job secretly is the only way I could possibly get a good job, I wanna know how to hide something like that from my mom I don't...

My mom has gotten suspicious about me and has very seriously mentioned getting me "professional help" (The help she needs) Typing this as my mom is watching more jw propaganda that is further making her mind rot This has been a race against time for a while but now that the struggle has gotten...

How do I talk to his sigil? I need all the help I can get What exactly am I supposed to do with a loan? I am looking for a new roof to put over my head and a new and improved family to atleast get me back on my feet. (Or give me the feet I never had) But I am curious about what I can do with...

I don't think I should live with my mom anymore, I'm just fed up with all the crap I go through with her. I know this is sorta silly for me to ask but is there anybody to help my sorry and ugly ass into a better living space? I believe that I haven't really grown as a person due to a...

I did dedicate myself to Satan last year but tell me if how I did it counts, I took a pin and sterilized it with a witch hazel pad and then poked my finger over a tiny cup expecting to get enough blood into it but only got enough to write the first few letters of my name on the paper using a...

I am a subhuman (the full ugly face and ugly voice package) in my mid/late 20s, very overweight and still living with my mom and having no job and I don't think my subhuman appearance will help anything As for my mom, she joined a cult called jehovah's witnesses somewhere in the mid 80s and...

I want to say that I am deeply sorry that I wont be able to celebrate the winter solstice because of my very limited time, but I want to know the closest thing I can do to celebrate it. I will also ask If I should tell you a little about myself because I think it would help my situation in some...

I have been very worried about the possibility of me being jewish for some time, and everytime I ask my immediate family they give vague answers like "we are all descended from adam" and "it really doesn't matter, we are all human beings" which did nothing to help, please help should I trust...

I feel that my dirty fetishes are dirtying my chakras so whats the fastest way to fully clean them?

I am afraid to ask but what happens if someone has one or more dirty fetishes?

i am a very subhuman individual (also very ugly) is there any hope for me? or how can i fix it?