I strongly recommend you don’t read if you don’t like vents. There is no pressure to reply whatsoever I just need somewhere to get my feelings off my chest. My life has been utterly horrible lately. With quarantine in place, I feel like all of my humanity has been taken from me. Over...

Thank you, I will try to work harder. Quarantine has been very hard on me.

Thank you, I am pretty certain it is my path however. I will try to motivate myself and be patient :)

Thank you! 1) I am very glad to hear. When I was a Christian, I struggled with this a lot and forced myself to date men. I was extremely uncomfortable both times. I just can never see it happening. 20 I understand completely. I was very afraid I would be made fun of and replied to with...

Thank you ^^ it means a lot to me. I have been very stressed about my religious beliefs in the past. I regret it of course, but before this I switched from Spiritual Satanism back to Christianity due to a lack of faith. As you can imagine, it did not work well for me whatsoever. Now I am here...

Hi, I have read nearly everything on the JOS site but still don't 100% understand everything. I live with a very Christian family and, although I love them so much, I really hate the religion. I have been on and off pagan/Christian in the past and I think I have made up my mind with Satanism. I...