Not quite sure how much swearing I can get away with, so we'll find out real quick... But that is fucking disgusting.

I'm not sure why or what's wrong with me. Physically, mentally, I'm in a stable state, for the most part, and thusly happy where I am, even if I do see parts where I could fix myself, and better myself. My wisdom and charisma are rather high which I am proud of. Even sobered up to get that...

I must assume you are simply being misled or deluded by the enemy. As someone who fights with his delusions daily, yet has ambitions to help people, you bring me great embarrassment and at the same time grounding. "See this? This is what you shouldn't do or let yourself get to." Stop typing with...

Let us humour this thought process for a brief moment, Osiris. Let us assume they are a member of the Illuminati. If this is the case, their recruitment practices have really gone to shit as of recent. Going through social media? :lol: One of the best inner-circle secret society groups the...

I suppose this is where personal thoughts and views on the matter come into play. I've never been a fan of burial. Even if in the centre of a forest, without the follies that arise from modern city life, there are still forest animals relieving themselves, curious critters digging around for a...

I decided, out of curiosity, to read the other forum topic on the subject. Seems to me that they had been wondering "proper hiding and storage" in that topic. Not disposal. Now, while I heavily discourage disposal of a sigil in general circumstances, the wording presented in this topic makes...

I see. I will do what I can to investigate such, and read through the "Important Articles" section and the core site, as well, of course, as advancing myself. Any further wonderings I have will be thrown into the more dedicated "Ask Questions here" topic, in case such musings arise. Most of my...

Say one is interested in undoing such subversions in one's nation. As you said, with many countries, they have been broken down and ruined by corrupt politicians. Will simply promoting a unifying message be enough? Loading the blame onto the enemy seems folly, especially with a country that...

For this, I find myself drawn to bring up the United States Flag Code. ------------- According to the U.S. Flag Code, “The flag, when it is in such condition that it is no longer a fitting emblem for display, should be destroyed in a dignified way, preferably by burning.” ------------- A flag...

I find myself comforted this has started to work itself out. I had been observing this thread with some concern, thinking "Aw damnit, this is gonna be a nightmare to sort out. Should I say something? Or would it more just add issues to things?" I'm happy it's not as needed. Let's let the enemy...

Overall this is all good of you to cover. Being careful and wary of bullshit is indeed, as you said, how many of us came to this path, due to being tired of the inconsistencies or flat out direct lies heaved at us by the great enemy. But the selected excerpt in particular stands out to me...

If you insist on such, I would recommend a more obscure rune or image, one that won't be instantly recognizable. People will be curious but not know. The average person is more focused on their own thing rather than thinking about potentially exceptional details. For one of the enemy, this stays...

But why though? Why do you feel as though you're not ready? I don't mean to sass, much more, I'm trying to understand. Is this a sensation of "Ah crap I dove in headfirst, way too soon," or a feeling of unworthiness?

This I can attest to. I'm of the same situation. While my mother stayed up late at night sometimes trying to think out "how am I gonna feed him," she still managed to get me a good diet. I ended up a bit over a foot taller than her. And while I have some flaws I'm working past nowadays, those...

I politely disagree, and offer the following thought process. If someone is tall, ripped, and absolutely gorgeous, but at the same time, dumber than a bag of rocks, is it really wise to give them preference? While it is possible to fix stupid; if someone's just too screwed in the head, or too...

I'm quite alright. Part of the "joys" of text communication, a lot of tone is lost, which can give the wrong impression. Regardless, I wished to emphasize the ending due to Aanya's mentioned anxiety. I've had such anxieties before, although not in these forums. There's that lingering panic in...

It's overwhelming. There's a lot of new information to process, and a lot of ways to realize where one could get lost or distracted. As others have already mentioned, take it in small steps. We'll still be around to give you some support. Some of the things written are indeed uncomfortable, but...

This is awkwardly accurate. Just yesterday I took an honest, written down assessment of my indulgences, and using them is a dulling for me. I couldn't in good conscience act as I was, not anymore. As you brought up in the rest of the sermon, we are put on this world, at this time, for good...

You and I have significantly different impressions of folk here. While I have seen some asshats (mostly due to miscommunication or folk missing a point), a lot of it comes down to presentation, and avoiding assumptions. Example, I have admitted my own failings and problems in the past, on...

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/index.html This is the main page. While the site as a whole is a lot to read through, and a bit confusing to know where to go at the start, I do heavily suggest reading through at least the piece related to Lucifer at bare...

You may be surprised what people gain insight or motivation from. While this place shouldn't turn into one's new facebook (a social media addiction), there's no shame in chipping in to try and help.

While I would not consider myself advanced, at most, insightful but painfully untrained (much due to, admittedly, a notable margin, my own failings which I am working at un-fucking, and have gained notable ground in undoing), I do have faith in the whole of us, and indeed, the more experienced...

Oh goodness that gave me a much needed chuckle. I do appreciate your patience with some folk, despite them needing to have some trust in their fellows, a need to read more, or just some basic sense 'smacked into them'. I do not envy your position of handling the forums.

I don't know about David's experiences, but the one that pops to my memory most prominently is that of the announcement on Maxine made by HoodedCobra. While I understood the most important parts (such as: "I do not know the very specific details of what occurred, but I know these things: HPS...

I can imagine it being more potent on Sundays due to, well, Catholic mass. However, I can also expect it being more or less prominent depending on where exactly one lives in the world. I would fear for the safety of a loyalist (though I would also vigorously question their judgement) if one...

I have seen this a few times my ownself. And while it is healthy to stay skeptical and have questions, I must admit, I am mildly heartbroken that on occasion it's degraded to, essentially, flaming each-other. We must be willing to give those who are supposed to be on the same side at least a...

I had to yell at myself a few... dozen times, even for basic advancement, so I'm going to tell you what I did myself. Why not today?

From reading this, is it safe to assume the current entry on one "Mammon" will be struck from the record?

Trust me, as someone who's dealt with reaching for the easy solution before, if they haven't kicked my dumbass out yet, you're fine. At worst they may sass you a bit and call you a moron, but it's BECAUSE they still care and want you better than this. The divines of Orion are more patient than...

Goodness. This will likely take a couple reads to fully comprehend. However I am happy things have been progressing for the cause. Even in my horridly untrained state I have heard recently "keep your head down, it's not time for you yet." I wish everyone and, of course, you the Clergy, the...

While I won't get too much into this, I feel the need to elaborate on a thought process that I find relevant, and that is the whole "forbidden fruit" effect in psychology. I think some folk on the internet have also coined the "Streisand effect" which is pretty much the same reaction, being...

As well as my previous question, it occurs to me important to ask, when reading through the Opening of the Sixth Chakra, it mentions it important to do this for seven days. I know it is minimum, but as I am wanting to be sure things work, is there harm in doing EXTRA days of an opening? As...

While I have made steps in the right direction (thank you Ol argedco) I feel as though I've overlooked something. Is there any specific direction to be spinning the chakras? Clockwise or counter-clockwise?

Wonderful! And on such a glorious timing too. These past couple days I've begun a hunt for my own Guardian, and the furthering of information will make things easier in so many regards, for so many, not just for myself but all loyalists. Thank you, truly. While I am impatient to see the...

This seems worth addressing, and I do hope HoodedCobra or someone a bit more experienced is able to give some context. I will say, however, while it does feel like he might have some sort of a point (at least on the surface level) something deep in my core makes me not actually buy into Vidian's...

I'm jealous you can draw stuff like this. I love it. You do our great Father proud.

Without context into specifics, all I can offer is the following. While this is much more of a mundane choice, something I can recommend is the following thought process, to help get you through the day: "If one must be cynical, assume stupidity, not malice." Even if they are one of the...

Don't beat yourself up accidents happen. Got caught up in this dude's mental mess. Breathe :)

Ohhhhhhhh sweet divine you're not even a loyalist. You walk into our house, don't have the courtesy to take off your shoes, spit on the carpet, and then have the gall to stir shit when we say "Bro stop that shit." Now I get why the HP got rid of you.

(disregard previous incomplete post) While it is not my place to get involved in such any further than this question, I must ask. Is it not true that Lord Enlil, and Father Lucifer, are extremely disdainful of infighting?

While it is not my place to get involved further than the following question, I feel obligated to ask. Is not Lord Enlil extremely disdainful

Well, while this is from an article by CNN, a group of arguably propaganda artists, other sites are making the claim as well, including a more local Chinese site (that is funded by the CCP). In a nutshell, as far as I can tell, a snake-oil salesman in the northeast corners of China, around the...

I highly recommend Stellaris (and, yes, all its addon content. do it when it's on sale trust me. don't explode your wallet :lol: ). While it does not have any specific "stories" in and of itself, the game and the technologies one can research and utilize (which includes psychic folk, or as the...

I see. Those are fair points, and I also appreciate your concern. I will cease with the Closing meditation, as not to inhibit myself. Now then, a follow-up, as I have looked into the Tuning meditation that you have recommended; I am afraid I don't see anything for the Third Eye. I assume the...

I will take a look into the one you have recommended, thank you. However, as for your concern, my logic is: as far as my reading has gone into that specific meditation, it claims it "can help to still the mind when done before void meditation" and that they "will open back up on their own...

Saw this recently on FB and I couldn't help but feel this as fitting.

So, I am someone who, a few years ago (much to my shame) strayed off the path. I never dared declare myself an enemy of Father, as I still believed in the idea, just... lost my way. Slipped away and lost sight. Probably didn't help that I had a lot of personal shit to fix, mentally and in my...