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  1. M

    Why am I so wretched?

    I think not all gypsies have anything to do with Jews. Most of them are definitely Jewish. I confirm this, because the village where I grew up was largely inhabited by gypsies - hopeless, unchangeable, and they must be destroyed, their existence makes no sense. However, I believe that I and my...
  2. M

    Why am I so wretched?

    Please read these writings: By Professor Ian F. Hancock
  3. M

    Why am I so wretched?

    I love you my friend. ❤
  4. M

    Why am I so wretched?

    For moderators: I apologize for my previous posts (I think they will not be accepted), I am just very, very angry. Not for you. For myself! Please delete this topic and my profile instead - everyone is better off. Thank you very much.
  5. M

    Why am I so wretched?

    AND I DON'T INTEREST THAT I'M JEWISH AND GYPSY, EVEN I LOVE SATAN. CAN SATAN CAN NOT LOVE ME. BUT I STAND ON SATAN'S SIDE. I DON'T CARE IF MY SOUL IS DESTROYED. BUT I STAND ON SATAN AND ON THE SIDE OF HUMANITY. AND I WOULD NEVER GO TO THE OTHER SIDE. AND HELP YOU IN THE FIGHT. BECAUSE SATAN IS...
  6. M

    Why am I so wretched?

    OK, THEN I AM A JEWISH !!! I AM MADE OF PURE JEWISH AND GYPSY GENETICS !!! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? I AM EXACTLY SUCH A FUCKING OLD JEWE:
  7. M

    Why am I so wretched?

    When I became a Satanist, when I committed myself, I still asked a few people this even during the Yahoo forum. They said it wasn’t a problem, as the maternal branch matters, the determinant. Anyway, I read a study called "All people are Jewish and gypsy a bit." Who is the Satanist today who...
  8. M

    Why am I so wretched?

    I was looking for people with faces like me. I found. Externally, I look something like this, the features are similar: https://losfuerlesbos.com/assets/static/LouisHoffmann1_Jakob%20Fliedner-min.5593762.dd65624ad925ee690976992464a604be.jpg Like this German actor. Only I have dark brown hair...
  9. M

    Why am I so wretched?

    Thank you for your answers. If I were Jewish, I wouldn’t have found it here. He whose soul is Jewish will never be a Satanist in my opinion. And I hate gypsies too. The Jews even more so. I hated gypsies even when I wasn’t a Satanist (obviously not my family because they’re normal). No, my...
  10. M

    Why am I so wretched?

    In the meantime, I read the exact meaning of the word goy. Unfortunately, I did not know the exact meaning of the word. And the translator didn't translate the word in my language, which means "non-Jewish." But now I found the word "gentile" In any case, I will do research on this matter.
  11. M

    Why am I so wretched?

    I think the same thing anyway. It’s disgusting, repulsive, and I hate them too. But I'm not like that, nowhere near. My "gypsy" family is not like that either. My father, for example, was born entirely white (as white skin - sorry I don't speak English well, I hope you understand)
  12. M

    Why am I so wretched?

    Sorry for the many posts! What’s even weirder is that my name is not of gypsy origin. I looked it up, in principle, of noble origin. I look like a German on the outside. My classmates used to joke about this many times. I totally look like a German, I only have dark brown hair and blue eyes...
  13. M

    Why am I so wretched?

    Sorry for the many posts. Anyway, isn't maternal DNA the deciding factor? Who is pure goj these days? (again, I use "goj" for understanding)
  14. M

    Why am I so wretched?

    I will be honest, I would be very surprised and strange if my father and grandparents were Jews. They are very honest gypsies. They have no Jewish qualities. Absolutely nothing. Some gypsies may be Jews, but they don’t think they would be. I live in Europe. By the way, I’m on Facebook in a...
  15. M

    Why am I so wretched?

    I used the word "goy" because I could translate it so it could be understood with Google Translate. So what do I do? If my soul is not from Satan, it makes no sense to live on. Why did I become a Satanist then? I do not understand. Why do I have a desire to develop spiritually?
  16. M

    Why am I so wretched?

    I am severely depressed, have a very strong social phobia, and there is anxiety. I don't have a job at the moment. I’ve been recording in many places, but I haven’t been able to do either. I failed the entrance test. I'm stupid, I feel stupid, very stupid! I am unable to solve simple primary...
  17. M

    Astral projection + suicide

    Thank you Lydia
  18. M

    Astral projection + suicide

    Thank you Ol argedco luciftias. I’ve already moved out, but I’m still under constant control. It didn't make much sense.
  19. M

    Astral projection + suicide

    Dear Lydia Can you do me an astrological analysis of what you see? Which explains why my life is so bad. This is probably seen in the stars.
  20. M

    Astral projection + suicide

    I'm not a troll and I'm not Jewish. Yes, I was also surprised to read a similar topic and use the same words in the Jewish troll. At first I thought it was my question. But the IP address can be verified and I’m not me. I don't control my life. But my parents. This is my problem. And I can't...
  21. M

    Astral projection + suicide

    Thank you for your answers. Unfortunately, I don't want to develop. There is no reason. My life sucks the way it is. It is best that my soul be destroyed!
  22. M

    Astral projection + suicide

    It is possible? I’m doing astral projection, but I don’t want to come back to the physical world anymore! What would happen if I burned the connecting yarn? :shock: Thanks.
  23. M

    SUICIDE

    Thank you for your reply dear NishaWillow and dear Shael. Best regards, Martin
  24. M

    SUICIDE

    Thank you for your encouraging answers. I gave up on suicide, I won't be suicidal. No matter how bad my life is, I will try to keep it going. Unfortunately, I have already died inside this year. This is the worst year for me. I haven't had such a bad year yet. No matter how bad my mood, I try...
  25. M

    SUICIDE

    I think I’ll do it this week. I see no other way out of my current state. What can I expect in the afterlife? Will Satan be angry? I want to be reborn as soon as possible. I love to live, I have just ruined my current life so much that I can’t solve it. A new life is the solution for me.
  26. M

    Suicide, new reincarnation

    I think my negative thinking is caused by biporal disorder. Unfortunately, this is incurable. Does anyone know anything about this? I watched a documentary entitled "Boy Interrupted (2009)" I am the same, with so much difference that I have never received any treatment. In principle, there is...
  27. M

    Suicide, new reincarnation

    Unfortunately, you are right! I'm very, very lazy. I am the laziest man in the world. Besides that, I'm maniac depression. Unfortunately, this makes the situation very difficult.
  28. M

    SUICIDE

    My same story !!! I've been through this three times. First I went 100 km from my home. Second, farther, 150 km. For the third time, I boarded a plane and went 2500km away. Every time I came home, I was fine for a couple of weeks and I had the will to live. But I went back to the same bad...
  29. M

    Suicide, new reincarnation

    I looked very closely at these online courses. Unfortunately, they are not worth much, they do not give a real qualification. At least where I live, in a small European country, I wouldn’t do anything with it here, here is tied to a high school diploma or a degree. I found only one course...
  30. M

    Suicide, new reincarnation

    Thank you for your help. I don’t know what I should do and how my future will develop. I have no idea.
  31. M

    Suicide, new reincarnation

    I don’t want to die, but I don’t see any other option! The problem is this: I am already 25 years old, I have neglected school, I have a very low level of education. I don’t want to do slave work for the rest of my life. But I no longer have the opportunity to do a school while working. I want...

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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