I've never successfully contacted mine. I've tried ouija I've tried a pendulum. I've tried meditating and asking. I'm afraid either I'm not open enough or perhaps my absence from satanism made them not wish to contact me. I'm doing Rtrs and meditating trying to prove that I'm serious and here...

I've just been stressnegative dealing with the same people every day at my job. They're all so fake, I have these made personas so cliche , and then when I'm serving all these people coming in, they don't even care about me they're only there for the product.. And I'm daily Listening to all...

Thank you both for your replies. That's exactly what I needed to hear.. Sometimes I take things too hard on myself.. It's a issue I've always had.. I go all out, I think I know how to do a thing or it sounds easy, then I try and it's harder than I thought and I get caught up on the little...

Trying to do the basic aura cleaning, I get hung up sometimes trying to figure how to visualize myself first off. They say visualize a bright light all over. It's a weird issue but sometimes I have no problem and I Invision it covering myself like a giant ball of light.. But other times I can't...

Thank you I didn't actually think about it in terms of safety, I was researching it and probably should not have shared it..not sure how to delete this post but to any mods please do thank you. I've been a satanist in the past but I was young and I kinda was a little hard headed thinking I knew...

I've heard people mention before about it having an effect on one's life, but I've never really looked into it, beyond just for fun. I tried a few websites out and on some it's stated my sun is in Virgo other's, Libra. Not sure maybe because I'm Born on the cusp. Which is where I get my user...

Thank you so much, what you said is very helpful and I really appreciate it :)

Thank you seems like a good idea I can try this and hopefully it'll help

Thank you for the reply for the past few days I feel like I've been torn in two being dragged between choices my heart divided. But last night I revisited my use of Tarot cards. Now I know they've been tampered with and meaning has been corrupted by the enemy. Etc but this helped me.. I drew the...

From what I understand, there's lots of tampering that has been done to the tarot cards. So are our birth Tarots true? A long time ago, I remember learning that everyone has two tarot cards assigned to them at birth. It has to do with the day, month, and year. I remember mine being the chariot...

True. I'm aware of that as well. So that's why I'm confused, I don't know where I stand in all of this. What I should identify as I see people saying white souls black souls etc for someone as mixed as I am.. I can't figure out honestly what I should identify as. It's very hard. Been a internal...

Thank you. It's partially my fault for letting it happen but at least I've learned from it.

I made a post a few days ago talking about my trauma my divorce, the terrible things that drove me away from satanism into xianity. The truth about me and I'm being fully honest is this. I've been drawn to satanism and Satan from Early age and I mean childhood I used to ask my very Christan...

Mother, half White, "english/scottish" and Mexican, and native American. Father, half White, "German Bavaria", and east Asian " Korean ". The Nigerian that's further back from my mother's side.

I was reading around these forums. I used to belong to the Yahoo one but guess it's gone. Anyway I have a question regarding race, I'm mixed. With several different races. I have White, Mexican, native American, and further back I have east Asian and Nigerian roots. What would I consider...