Thank you for your advice. I really appreciate it.

I agree that it is something to heal from. How does one heal specifically from this? I don't like what I like and struggle everyday with it. It's a harmful addiction on my part and has been ruining romantic relationships for as long as I can remember. I can pinpoint where it started and, to some...

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Hey, I recognize that audio! If you're wondering where it came from, there is a video on youtube that has yet to be taken down. Save it before it's too late!! Ray Hagins- The Illegitamacy Of The People Called Jews https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y7-WG019F5c&t=985s

I don't know if this really relates to today. I found this posted and thought some words were interesting. Thought it would be at least worth posting to see if it either had been done so already. Someone who is able understand it entirely may be able to get a better grasp of the material. Tell...