in april I will have to attend the memorial of christs death and if I dont i might get kicked out, and the another problem is that my asshole cousin (a subhuman) might be there and he was a creep the last time I met him at that kingdom hall before I stopped going there.
but if I go I will just...
I think i have covid 19 my forehead feels hot and i'm also very tired
my mom also tested positive for covid 19 on a rapid test
she began to tackle it with remedies thankfully
please help, i want to get rid of covid fast
wow black people seeing the jews for what they really are? as a half black who hates his own race, this is very interesting to see
I thought i was the only subhuman that likes nazis.
he must be one of those smart blacks
Why can't I detach from subhumans?
I want a better life for myself but i don't care about the rest of my own kind i would like to be part of a race that is smarter and better looks
why the black awakening ritual instead? will bad things happen to me if I escape the subhumans?
being subhuman...
I'm not full black but both sides of my family are subhuman but one is worse than the other
If Satan made the black race then why are they so stupid?
You don't understand what it's like to have subhuman family, some of it is good but most of it is bad and one way or the other all of it is...
I officially hate my own race
Yesterday, my mom just began to move stuff around our home for three hours only to do just a few things (she wanted to makes things a little nicer where we live)
that wasn't the only thing that made me finally hate my own race, but the three hours she wasted made...
I don't believe you, I have seen my dad and i can tell you he is retarded (but not enough to end up in a facility) and his family is also retarded and interacting with any subhuman (those really racially lower like retarded) is a waste of time
from what i have seen from the black part of my...
My father wanted to have me come over every week and my mom agreed and the first day my dad also had some family over and they let their brains sink into the tv and I pretended to do the same.
I didn't want anything to do with them because I knew even though I never met them that they were...
I'm sorry for not being more active on the forums
but I want to ask you if there is any spiritual work I can do in my current situation? (while my mom is home but not looking)
I typed about why I was getting up at 4:30 morning some time ago but I dont think you read it
I felt slight heat little sweat much acid in my stomach and lots of energy and was really horny one day at 4:30 and it continued for a few days but without the acid and the horniness
And when I was...
My mom is still venting to her friends about the fact that I wont be coming with her to the khall anymore, should I worry about this? (but I do "zoom in" on both days now)
And what about my waking up at 4:30 morning? My mom doesn't want me to do that because it somehow interrupts her sleep but...
I also forgot to mention that when we talked about my routine she mentioned that in order to be able to get and keep a stable job I must be able to talk to people and I agree with that but can anyone tell me where I can learn how to talk to people (and if I should tell my mom about it then also...
I was very surprised the next day, she returned to her usual mood but she still understands that I "abandoned" her but the fact that my fears didn't come true is amazing.
She did vent to family and her friends but she didn't take any action yet but I hope she wont so I can have a chance to get...
I was very surprised the next day, she returned to her usual mood but she still understands that I "abandoned" her but the fact that my fears didn't come true is amazing.
She did vent to family and her friends but she didn't take any action yet but I hope she wont so I can have a chance to get...
I did it, I told my mom I wont be going to the meetings and now I fear that I will be facing horrible things but I think I did the right thing.
I hope I made a step forward but I now don't have to hear that khall music that makes me on the inside go insane.
When I told her this, she put up a...