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    Healing my inner wounds

    I will for sure
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    Healing my inner wounds

    I have for many years now this is the final stage and I just got tired of that scary angel lurking in my nightmares. Hopefully with this information I might get the nightmares will stop and I won't keep scaring my husband awake
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    Healing my inner wounds

    I was exercising on my bike and listening to a therapy podcast the person doing the podcast said . That to over come what you been through you must face it and That got me thinking well I been running to long and I blocked out what happened. Long story short I got in contact with my states...
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    Vibrating randomly

    Thanks when I woke up from my trance I was listening to a emotional song called half life . that triggered the trance
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    Vibrating randomly

    Is that a bad thing?
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    Vibrating randomly

    I will be sitting and just relaxing doing nothing and all of a sudden I just start vibrating feeling like a heard of horses passing by and you feel the vibration from that. I can't describe the power almost like electric is that normal to experience
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    Marriage & Baptism in Spiritual Satanism: About Love

    I got married last October 31st and it's been a wild ride and it has been amazing so far. Not to say me and my husband have had our spats and basically told each other to fuck off. We have time to cool off and apologize to each other and in marriage it's a given you are going to have a...
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    NEW GOD RITUALS LIVE: Lilith, Anubis, Furfur

    I used to work in end of life care as a nurse assistant for 8 long years and even before I came back to this family. I prayed to Lord Anubis to help my residents cross when it came time 9 times out of 10 . there would be children In the residents room wanting my resident to come with them...
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    NEW GOD RITUALS LIVE: Lilith, Anubis, Furfur

    I have never felt a mother's love until I did mother Lilith's ritual and As you can tell I never had the up bringing of most people. When I was doing her ritual I felt warm and safe like being wrapped up in a cozy quilt. Hopefully with mother Lilith's blessing me and my husband will...
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    Happy New Satanic Year: 2024

    Well nice talk and wow and hp cobras voice or filter he used to hide his voice made me jump. I was in a dark hallway and my phone had a delay in playing the video 😂
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    Hercules thoughts ours or jew owned

    No problem at all glad I can help where I can I know some mythos
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    Hercules thoughts ours or jew owned

    Yeah wouldn't of he done 13 because he got help
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    Happy Beltane, Hail Baalzebul!

    So Zeus is actually the father of men so he is basically our father . I am happy you have or had such a great father and I wish I could say the same hp Lydia . The only good man I had and have in my life is my husband and never really had a father . The one I was stuck with after I was...
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    Why is there not a edit button

    Thank you so much brother or sister
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    Update on my issue

    Thanks for seeing that typo I was in a emotional mood
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    Why is there not a edit button

    I made a typo on my last post and have no way to change it. Can that change because I feel embarrassed and can someone change it
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    Update on my issue

    I meant Zeus it is a typo
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    Update on my issue

    I wrote on here last time, saying I was tired and stressed. I took some vitamins to help with low iron, and that worked. I was still stressed about my housing issue, and when my husband said to me, 'I am buying this house from the landlord,' I just started crying. It felt like a huge weight...
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    I feel like crap all the time and I don't know why

    I want to thank you brother / sister for you're help and advice it means more to me than you know. I looked it up and it's something called adoption trauma and I tore my self away from both pairs of my family. I forgot I left a open wound I chosen to close up inside of me and I am basically...
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    I feel like crap all the time and I don't know why

    I was put up for a closed adoption and adopted by jew/ jew owned house and that is a nightmare in its self that story is for a different time. Basically I was abused as a child and went hell and I know I hid it so deep inside my soul . I have and still have nightmares that if they are bad...
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    I feel like crap all the time and I don't know why

    I will try it out and get that blood work done with my husband working it will be hard. Idk but I think having my gallbladder in 2017 having taken out might be part of the problem
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    I feel like crap all the time and I don't know why

    I am constantly crying and I don't know why and I want to be better but the energy is drained out of me even just getting trash picked up is draining . So By the time I get it all bagged up it and put it by the door for my step son to take out . It feels like I been hit by a truck and I crawl...
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    Hercules thoughts ours or jew owned

    Well almost every myth has some truth yeah I think they mean yeah zesus is the dad
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    Hercules thoughts ours or jew owned

    I have read the mythology of Hercules and how did all these things and I wanted to know . So I can tell my own children about this amazing person
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    Who Will Do It?

    Stay strong I live in America and It hasn't been easy for me and my family Both me and my husband has been were you have been and both of us has been tested in the fire more than once It will be ok and sometimes you need if you can move to a different area if you can. I left everything...
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    Tips on how to avoid reincarnation?

    That is all I wanted to know thanks
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    Tips on how to avoid reincarnation?

    Yeah I can agree with that and the thing about the duat for us and the souls not of Satan is wild. I remember a out of body thing where I saw my bio dad he said I get in trouble if I talk I can agree with that and the thing about the duat is amazing and I came across a dream journal. In...
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    Tips on how to avoid reincarnation?

    This reminds me about the multi demotion theory where you think of a world and there is a possibility of it existing. Why would Satan need all those worlds it seems he got enough to deal with
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    A quick question about reincarnation

    I know that we stay the same race and gender but what about the time period can you be reincarnate in different time periods? Can hp Lydia answer this for me
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    Why do anyone want to leave father Satan

    I was browsing the site, and once again, someone wants to leave. They're asking how they can undo the dedication, etc. Anyway, my husband said it's pretty bad out there, with people being just plain nasty and mean to each other. With everything going on, why leave Father Satan at a time like this?"
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    Tips on how to avoid reincarnation?

    So the Duat is just like our world right and when we reincarnate will we be the same gender like male/female or what ever you are?
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    Astarte: Eternal Queen and Mother / Spring Equinox

    Ok hp Lydia it's makes me upset when they disrespect a great goddess like mother freya
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    Astarte: Eternal Queen and Mother / Spring Equinox

    No you're stupidity , not listening ,and the dis respect is what is making me upset. People have told countless of times and you refuse to listen. Fuck around and find out and maybe you will listen their are consequences for not heading the words of others. You really need to take the...
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    Astarte: Eternal Queen and Mother / Spring Equinox

    I highly doubt you can, unless you're saying you are greater than the gods themselves. And if I'm correct, I think Freya is married, so you'd be attempting to take a god's wife... According to the mythology, that doesn't bode well for someone who tries to take a goddess from her god." "How dare...
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    Astarte: Eternal Queen and Mother / Spring Equinox

    If I am right I think she might be married already and that person who is saying that is a child
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    Astarte: Eternal Queen and Mother / Spring Equinox

    Thank you, Lydia, for this.Astarte's first virtue, love, had me crying like many here. I never felt the love of a parent. Astarte loves me out of all the people besides my husband who love me. I've been so blind to realize that I couldn't see she has always been there with me since being...
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    Help please

    Querida irmã, Dependendo da tua idade, precisas contar à tua família. Se já és maior de idade, ainda podes seguir os teus sonhos mesmo tendo um filho. Eu sei que estás assustada e isso é perfeitamente normal; ser pai é difícil, eu sei, tenho um enteado que cuidei desde pequeno. Não precisas...
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    Question #4215: I wanna die

    Brother or sister,I have been in that same dark place, and I know it hurts, and you want to give up on everything.But lift yourself up and fight, and whatever you are going through is nothing compared to you finishing the hike. The gods didn't become gods by being born that way. I have a...
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    My brother has done something unspeakable

    He has been in the Justice system I decided not to do anything to him or ask the gods . We faced to same darkness growing up and he has made his path and I mine as the gods know
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    On the verge of something great

    "My husband and I, ever since we both stopped being homeless about 8 years ago, didn't know each other when we were homeless. We met somewhere along the way and both shared our ideas to help people." "But as you know, that costs money, etc. So, anyway, to my surprise, while I was waiting for a...
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    Problems in anyway? Call Me At :(+1)666-COBRA'S-FAULT

    Who made you angry, High Priest HC? You're doing great. If you were doing a bad job, I'm sure you would have been told. Can't let dumbasses get to you like this." They won't last in the grand scheme of things
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    Azazel's Ethics: Now Live

    Hp.Hoodedcobra666 Azazel virtues rang some truth with me and it reminds me of a couple rules that me and my husband have. Just like Azazel we go by these rules The last one is most important 1. Honesty & integrity 2.Fidelity 3. Friendship 4. Don't be sorry be better (( The last one is...
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    My brother has done something unspeakable

    Thanks brother / sister
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    My brother has done something unspeakable

    Thanks brother or sister for the advice
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    My brother has done something unspeakable

    I haven't seen my brother since I was 8 years old and I heard rumors about what he did. So when I looked him he attempted aka did something to a young girl under the age of 4 years old. When I read this I was filled with anger and I wanted to do some revenge magic to make my brother pay...
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    Safe harbor of father Satan

    Thank you I always liked lighthouses. I had to draw this about three times and I used to draw all the time but you know life gets in the way.
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    Safe harbor of father Satan

    I drew this because I think it was the most fitting for father Satan The symbolism of a lighthouse often includes guidance, safety, hope, and perseverance. Lighthouses are beacons in the darkness, providing direction and warning to sailors and to anyone navigating treacherous waters. They also...
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    Poem of hearing a goddess voice

    In the depths of sorrow's embrace, I trace the path of my days gone by. No friends to hold, no kin to see my grace, Lost in shadows where dreams dare not fly.Artistry's flame, unnoticed, flickers low, By adopted eyes, unseeing, unkind. Bullied, broken, by life's brutal blow, In silence, my...
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    Journaling, Writing to Yourself

    I never could Get into writing my thoughts down I could never sit still long enough growing up. When I wasn't being willful I was being a menace to my adopted xain mother. I don't have a lot of good stories or stuff to write down it will take me to a dark space. I do have a story about one...

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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